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I think my post are getting shorter and shorter. But who cares. I thought last week would be a more relaxing week without lab, but it turned out not-thanks to CBC111, which sucked big time in the end! Careless mistakes! Grrr. Went for Da Capo on friday. Long time since I've been to a concert! Headed all the way back to hall before going back home on saturday.

Seriously. Smack me. I spent my whole weekend shopping, when I'm supposed to be studying and doing tutorials. But, yet I'm happy. Cause I finally am able to step out of PULAU NTU to get fresh air. The air over here is really bad. BAD BAD. Finally bought a new wallet =) Now, I need a pencil case. Or should i just settle with the freebies? The NTU one; the NUS one. Zzz.

Thanks to my fall, I'm getting FAT. Not only this, I think I've spent over hundred bucks going to MC and GP = Can't run, can't play can't walk properly. Please let my wound heal. Thanks.

Fear nothing; but yourself. I really need some motivation.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

damn sad please 9:48 PM

Spent almost the whole day yesterday studying math, alright, obviously not the whole day, at least almost the whole afternoon, untill i felt so pek chek that i decided to play some games. It turned out that the paper was so undoable. I felt that I've wasted my time. Sheesh. How in the hell do you solve for G when G is and H.F is given as H is 0 and 1 for some values of x. Visited MC today again. And after one month, they decided to give me antibiotics. Oh wells. Before the math paper, and we decided to see our 113 results. I've got freaking ugly figures which i don't wish to see them again. SIGHS. FML. Sometimes i really feel like giving up. But for myself, for all others. I shall persevere on. Yeah. I have to. It's been too long since i played my clar or the piano. I should get in touch with them. Real soon.
Blast. Vanish. Appear. My wish.
I had this dream today, when i decided to take a break after one hour or math? It felt so real. I could hear it so clearly as though the voices were really there. Those vivid memories. I felt the pang of nostalgia. The thing was that i was awake, yet the dream was still on-going. Was it really a dream? Ah wells. Loves.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Quizzes and tests are never-ending. 5:00 PM

26 days since the day i fell. My wound is still slowly recovering. My throat has yet to fully recover. I've got so many things to do, yet time is just so limited.
Monday had lab on solubility. Visited MC and celebrated ZH's and RQ's birthday =)

Went to NTUC to shop afterthat!! Look at the amount of things we bought!

Tuesday was math lab then math lecture. Wednesday, my throat was finally better, yet band had stand down. So no pracitice. Study ah. Thursday was the long long day. Kw and Kf came to crash =) Friday was physics mid terms. Crap ah physics. I really cannot fathom what physics is all about. Help. Yesterday i went for the music theater workshop. Cool shit. I've learnt many things from just that short hour with eileen. Interesting, much more than physics.
I need punk rock clothes. WHO HAS?!
I've got to study. Seriously.

Friday, October 09, 2009

So so sad. 9:15 PM

Monday:

Visited MC again. Changed dressing. Lab was on chromatography. Yeah, first time my partner and I get to be the first few to be done!

Tuesday:

Met stac, yl, qj and rizal for buffet at sakae NTU. I'm totally boycotting NTU'S sakae! The food was super salty. The meat were diced rather than in cubes. :S Service was quite bad too. Haha. Anyway, it was a farewell lunch for yl and qi, whose going into army! Hehe. Went for math before meeting them up again =) Some photos

Wednesday: Had to skip band again. Throat inflammation. I think NTU's doctor isn't that great too. I could have done the same thing. Changed dressing again. Math quiz was a little :S 811 was trickyy!! At least two quizzes are over!

Thursday: Finally I could play in peace. 121's 40 percent quiz is over =) Though i think it was quite crappy. Panicked a little when i saw the questions at first. I still can't differentiate between R and S. Damn.

Friday: I only had three hours of sleep! Had to wake up at 7 for dental appointment plus walking all the way so SPMS to gab take his cash card :S:S Ended up a lil late for appointment! Oh wells. Just the standard procedure, and there goes 34 bucks. My doc was a lil weird today. Anyhow, rushed back to school for lec, which i don't see a point in cause i slept almost throughout the whole thing. Shit. Break: back to MC again. Today, she placed some netted stuffs on my wound, which she claims to be protein. Heh. Didn't know protein fibres could look like plastic. My wound hurts. Ahhh. My throat isn't really recovering too. Yesterday wasn't as pain as today. What happened?! Sigh. I have to miss band practice again tomorrow cause my throat is too pain. I have no mood to do anything. I use to go for band even though i had sorethroat. Since it's inflammation this type, i better give it a miss. I hope i recover soon. I must. Went to meet yy and sy for supper. Haha. Nah, i didn't eat. Thanks to my throat. I shall end here. Wana play games and sleep early!!!

Monday, October 05, 2009

Were we given recess week? 1:30 AM

It's monday. 1.31am. Recess week just passed by like that. Pooof. There it goes. What a good way to spent my recess week-injured leg, plus now having block nose, cough, sorethroat. Help leh.

I believe TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY.

Though many things still undone, i will accomplish them. One day.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

I need to recover soon! 12:49 AM

May it be my throat;, the flu-like symptoms, cough, headache, my wound; I hope they would all recover soon. I've been weak since i entered uni, which is so not me. I don't usually fall ill =(

Anyhow, happy mid-autumn festival, though i know i'm late for about an hour. Supposed to wake up early to MUG, but ended up sleeping till almost noon. Lunched before going to collect my new specs =) I love my spectacles, especially the clothe cause it's GREEEN. Lime greenieee! Back home. Physics a little before forensic. I'm trying to start on 121, but I'm obviously distracted. So distracted. Look at my wound. It's a deep wound. I looked like some idiot limping throughout the whole week with the small 'plaster'. Cause people would think it's just some normal abrasion. I know it's gross.

Poor doggy is having flu/cough. Legs weak =( You must recover fast too ok!

Kiddies celebrating mid autumn while we MUG hard. This year is much quieter than last year. Last year was much quieter than the year before. It's not as hyped up as before. I used to complain about the noise and the smell caused by all the burning. But I realised i would prefer that than the so quiet mid autumn. The park used to be lined by with candles everywhere. Obviously this year, one even one third was filled up. Hmm.

I should really get back to mugging.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Bad days. 1:05 AM

Recess is almost over, yet so much's still undone. Though i manage to sleep till eleven on tues, i was still falling asleep whenever i tried to study. Wednesday was back to the medical centre. Studied a little. Okay, i shouldn't say i studied! I held on to my notes, and dozed off. I told RQ i would wake up at 5.45 study a little then go for dinner then band! But, my alarm rang twice loudly, jas called me twice, yet i was still fast alseep! To think i could sleep so soundly despite my weird position (butt on chair and upper body on bed) Plus i slept through the earthquake, to awake with so many people talking about it. In band, i felt a slight discomfort in my throat and a woke up with a bad sorethroat on thursday. Plus a splitting headache. What a day. I just couldn't study. The pain was irritating. The super duper chim physics question wasn't helping at all. I was so demoralized. Today, back to medical centre. Then homed! My throat still hurts =( What a sucky recess week.

I'm still struggling with physics. I just can't understand. What tension, what force, what momentum. Damn.

May god bless me.

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