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waha.. today woke up before seven. Had to go to school for lesson. Today we had amath and social studies. Amath was on integration and social studies was on governence of singapore? i not very sure. Built sandcastles in the throughout her lesson. haha. Not on purpose. Just that the way she talked made me had to. Yup, and she threatened to hold us back if we did not answer her questions. So suddenly, everyon became very attentive. lol. First time i think. Cause everyone was looking forward to proceed home.

After the lessons, hs, hy, min, jx and i went to mac for lunch. I ate macspicy meal. Nice. Haha. Its been a long time since i eaten macspicy. Boo hoo. HAve to spend my money properly liao. This meal took up a large sum of my allowance. haha. Yup, then after lunch hy and i went back to school for band practice. I stayed till around 5.30, then went to tuition. Haha. Yup.

Then reached home then now writing my blog. Tomorrow's lessons would be physics and english. Wonder how exciting would the lessons be. Haha.

Think i shall stop here. Take care guys. Muacks!!

Monday, May 29, 2006

6:25 PM

wa.. today morning even before my alarm rang i woke up, all because of the blasting music the people were playing downstairs. But i did not really cared, i continue to sleep. Just then, my alarm rang. Ah..

Today was our chinese o levels exam. I was very scared and nervous. Rushed through my breakfast because hs was already all ready waiting for me. so.. i just gobbled up my food, changed, blah blah blah, and went out. Wow.. Getting more nervous n more nervous as time passed by. We reached school, did some last minutes revision.

Soon enough, it was time to get into the examination hall. Whoo.. Nervous man.. My seat was the last of the roll, right at the back of the hall. lol. So far. cant even see the words on the board. Nvrm.. Then we did something that we did the first time in our life. Pasting the bar code lable on our answer scripts. Everyone were afraid that they pasted wrongly. Everyone was looking right and left, left and right. I was scared too. haha.

Then we started doing. I chose question 2 and 5. Then we had a short break afterthat. Then, it was paper 2. Man. THis paper was tough. The first section that was on the script, and the very first question. i did not know how to do. How?? panick la.. Looking through, die die.. The words were all alien to me. So just put my answers. Hopefully, by luck, it would be right.

Whooo.. paper finally ended. Faces of joy and depression were seen. Obviously, some felt it was easy while some were struggling through the paper. Then after this, hs, hy, xy and i went to tm to have our lunch at ljs. Combo one as usual. AFter eating, actually we decided to go on a bus ride, however, this was somehow not successful. They got off the bus at my stop. They wanted to come to my house. And i was afraid my bro was home. So i did not alight. I thought they would just stand at the first level. Who knows? they really got off the bus!! so i had no choice but to get off the next stop. I slowly made my way home, knowing that they would be at the void deck. So no choice lor, came to my house. Then xt spent abt 30 mins to have her blogskin changed. We were like.. nothing to do, just looking at her fumbling with the keyboard. lol.

Soon, it was 5, and they left. So i sent them down, then bathed, then here am i, blogging.. haha.. kk lor.. gtg to grandmother house liao.. hey.. sorry hor.. today really cant watch moive with u.. sorry.. promise next time. anyway dont think u will see this bah..

Friday, May 26, 2006

11:07 PM

today is the last day of school. dont know to be happy or sad. there was practically no lessons today. right early in the morning, we had to listen to the principle lecturing us. damn. it was not only boring, it was so humid and cramped in the hall. could not stand it. and finally at 8.35, t finally ended. we had pe for an hour. the scorching sun was burning my skin. we played captains ball for an hour under the scorching sun. i was tanned. in the morning, i was fairer then hs, then when we compared during recess, i was more tanned then her. she was elated of course. haha. we had an hour or recess today too. so we sat at the stairway and chit-chatted. then was use ur hands campaign time. cleaned our tables and blah blah blah. after that, we played murderer and collected our report books. the game was not very successful because some people just cant catch balls. sadistic. then went bandstore for abt one hour. then went home. could not stay longer. had splitting headache. then in the evening, went to vjc's concert. it was superb. es the horns. wow, the blasting. wow. it was really nice. ended at about 9.30. had to wait for my bro to have his instru packed before we could bring it home. then i helped to take a picture or three ladies while waiting. lol. just reached home. headache has not recovered yet. feeling very uncomfortable right now. think i should make a move first.

cya guys

love ya.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

2:53 PM

hormones acting again. today's mood was bad. maybe its also because of lack of sleep. yup, upon reaching school, had to complete my chinese homework. then had bio practical today. was food test and tempreture measuring. had wan ton mee during recess, however, i could not finish it. it was weird. normally i could finish it. think because i am sick. then was chinese, then eng, then amath. yea.. today we were released early because mr phoon had to attend to his form class. woo hoo. then went for lunch, ate char siew rice. wa. what a big plate. i did not fill hungry. but i just ate it. finish almost all. left some. then went home together with xt n hs. xt crossed the road. we remained behind and got up a double decker. suddenly, a lady then was scantly dressed suddenly started laughing loudly. as funny as the situation was, it scared me. i am afraid of this type of people. is not that i despise them or what. i am just so appalled by them. my legs actually went soft just now. then hs decided to go and sit with hawa at the front. haha. that lady is so poor thing. think she dont even know that she is laughing. haiz.
k lor. i shall stop here.
take care. bye

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

4:02 PM

haven blog for quite a number of days. hahas. Hmm.. i shalll start from yesterday.
yesterday, we had talentine. SOme was really terrible. Sorry, no offences. But overall, they did well. Some are really talented. hahas. Congrats to winners. Then after talentine, power 98 continue the programme. They just did some introduction of themselves and started questioning and giving away prizes. Hoobastank cd. wow. hahas. Yesterday assembly stretched till almost 2.30. Then all graduating classes had to stay back for briefing for the o level chinese.
After this, had band. NOt really had band. Just that yesterday was promotion day. QUite sadis. But also happy for some. Hey, congrates to leaders. Yup, still in school till alomost 7+, then reached home about 7.30.. Then ate bathed blah blah, then went to sleep. Was really tired these few days. And i think i am falling sick. I am sniffing at this moment. Haiz.
Today had lesson. Yeah. Two free periods. Took the chance to complete my chinese homework. Today was pratically quite a relax day. NOt much studying done. After school, went to meet cindy then to look for mrs ng. Had some sort of meeting which lasted for about 5 to 10 mins. haha. Then went to hawker with hs, xj, hy mindy and jx. All of us had chicken rice. haha. Lots of funny things happened today. First of all, jx thought we had not cross, so he shouted to 2 other damaians oie.. cross the road la. haha.. Then min and shan was like laughing like hell. he so ps lo. haha. Then secondly, while we eating, hs keep dipping her chicken into the dark sauce. lol. then jx said the wounder u so dark. haha. This made us laugh too. haha. we also joined in the fun, which made hs frustrated. lol. Then afterthat we went to buy bubble tea. All of us had chocolate except hy, who had honeydew. then we went home. Yup.
haiz. i am sick. right at the wrong time. damn it.
think i shall stop here.
bye. take care budds

Saturday, May 20, 2006

11:16 PM

haha.. one person ask me to use a not so striking colour.. another person ask me to use striking colour. haha. So now i use a not so striking but still striking colour. ok?? is this fine? i think it should be.
Today early in the morning 8.20 am, i was woken up by my father. I thought it was nine plus. Actually wana sleep longer. But forgetit.. Then i went to wash up.. then looked at my phone. What the... only 8.30.. I should have slept longer man. Ok.. so.. ate breakfast, then read the newspaper. What a good girl. Lols. Then practiced my piano. Forgoodness sake. I did not practice the piano this whole week due to my injured finger. haiz. Yup, then after ate my lunch.
Lunch was pathetic i tell u. Just had rice with meat. Haiz. Then went for music lesson. Finger still hurting. Wonder when will it recover. haiz. It really hurts. Then after that came home, then went for leson then went out for dinner.
Afterthat, i went to school for campfire. It was a last minute decision. haha. Yup, i was so scared to walk in. haha. but luckily everything went smoothly. Foung alif they all, then settled down. Sang some songs.. and blah blah blah. Then tw came. Together there were the eight of us. So pathetic right? I think this is the first time band had so little people. Nvrm. At least i went. Yeah. Four years. Yup, then reached home around 9.45. Then bath then came here to blog. The campfire was quite ok la. haha. k lor.. i shall stop here.
take care guys.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

9:26 PM

okok.. hs ask me not to use such striking colour.. But my background is black.. haha.. k lor.. so today i use grey.
Haiz. Today is a boring day. (what a lousy starting for my blog.. hehe). Yup, today was suppose to be a fun day, with the five of us cycling with the breeze brushing agaist our faces. But so so sad.. Xt fell sick. So we did not go. Yup, it was really damn damn boring. I woke up arounf 8 i think, then went back to sleep, cause i did not want to wake up. Then i woke up again at 9. I did not feel like waking up once more. So i tried to went back to sleep. Then i woke up at 10. Then i lay in bed. I did not know what to do. Thinking of that i needed to pack my files dun to exam.. (because all the notes i took out and just suck them aside) made me headache. I was alathetic to pack.. So i crawled lazily out of my bed. Ate my breakfast. Ok.. I was being a good girl today. I actually dug out the vaccuum cleaner and vacuum the whole house. Hey. It was not an easy job ok. I had to plug and unplug so many times. And vaccuum till it was spick and span. Er.. dont know if i spelt them correctly.. Yup. its correct. Then i was perspiring all over. Ok. Thats normal.
Then after this i used the computor and got ready to go to xj house. Thought that we could use her computor when we were there. But upon reaching, her brothers were there using. Ok.. no hope liao. Then xj was like there begging like hell to just use the com for a while, and he was like there being callous. Haiz.. Then we were there teasing him about his girlfriend blah blah blah. Then when we were about to leave he then finally gave up the com because he had a call from his gf.. haha.. so funny.. Then around five ten we left.. Ya.. her brother go mix our coke.. damn it.. aiya.. nvrm.. forgetit.. haa..
kk.. shall write till here.
Take care

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

8:36 PM

wow.. this pgae is nicer after they changed the colour.. bluish purple?? looks realli great.. hahas..
today was quite an exciting day. WOke up around nine. Then got ready for our outing. WOre the blossom shirt shan and ting gave with jeans. lol. Left about 10.30. Then waited for shan and juan to board the bus. Wa.. waited for so long, and finally they boarded a bus. Its was so so hot at the bus stop. Finally, boarded the bus. Saw shan and juan. Wow.. Juan wore all pink.. haha. Blouse pink, skirt pink, bag pink.. wounder is others are pink too??? hahaha.. BUt she claim that her skirt is orange.. i dont know. But i thought that it was pink.. haha.. We were late again.. 11.06 and we were still on the bus.. Sorry.. haha.. NOt our fault actually, we waited for hours for the bus to arrive. Upon reaching, met ying and ting then we started of our outing. Yada yada.. Finally we reached orchard. We wanted to watch voice, however, it was nc16.. And we had 2 young kiddies with us, so we could not watch. Actually it's plain stupid, why have it got to be according to birthdate? They are the same year what. Not as if we have to reach till our birthday then we can proceed to sec 4?? Ok.. Nevermind. SO we decided to watch 'when a stranger calls'. It was catergorise under'thrilling', so i thought it would not be scary. So we went to had our lunch. Shan, ying, juan and i ate long john while ting ate mac. After our lunch then we went to the theatre. Wa.. Scary man. After the person-in-charge 'tore' our tickets, we decided to go in. And damn.. it was all dark.. DARK in the sense that it was really dark.. Then we were all so scared. I was very very very scared too. Its like the shoe have not started.. What for off all the lights?? So we all were like screaming away.. ahhh.. yee.. ahh.. Everyone squeezed together. I was very scared too.. AFter listening to those stories were siad earlier during lunch.. It gave me a crippy feeling. So i sat right outside.. Then they started snatching for seats. THen left juan with the seat right at the corner. She did nit dare to sit, so she kept standing infront of shan. Yup, but she finally went to sit. Luckily, people started strolling.. Phew.. What a relief. Then we were chatting and were like crazy peeps.. Suddenly one old man sat in front of me and i did not know. Shan turned, so i followed. Damn, i screamed.. Exaggerating. Nah.. I was scared by him. I shouted. Gosh. it was embarassing. Soon, the show started. We actually swooped places as our seats were right in front of the air-conditioner. The show was quite scary, although it was not a horro movie.. It scared me.. Anyway, it was quite a nice show.
Afterthat, we went to marina to sit doen to chat at Starbucks i ordered chocolate. Quite nice, but was quite expensive too. Then we chit-chatted, and also took several photos. SOme of which are crazy.. lol.. Time was passing very quickly, soon, it was 5.30. So we decided to head home.. On the way.. Ting felt terrible. Think's she sick. Yup, then just now received a msg from shan saying that she had fever. Poor ting. Get well soon. Yup.. Today was an enjoyable day guys. TAke carre!!

Saturday, May 13, 2006

10:31 PM

ok.. i'm down.. really down... i dont know why.. ok.. nvrm.. hmm.. today woke up at about 10? yup, think around there. then practiced piano a while then used the computor. sadded. not really alot of people online. so went friendster see see look look kpo kpo.. so sian.. then had music lesson. the teacher too said i was like kind of down. ha.. think it's the exam's fault.. is it? or is it because of something else? i dont know. i want to be like last time. ok. i am going to free myself from this. i promise man. this feeling is not good at all ok. i am going to scream!!!! Ahhhh! yup. then after lesson went with my sis to buy nail polish remover. then bought bread. and we went home. then i gave my mother her mother's day present. it was nail polish and nail polish remover. ok. although it seems like cheapo, but it cost quiet a sum of money ok. redearth de hor. yup, then afterthat went for lesson. yup. y u msg half way nvr reply de... ok.. nvrm.. yup, then after lesson went marine parade. Had our dinner at siglap. then went to collect mum's spectacles. then went isetan walk walk. ok. it was boring. then came home. so i use the com. also to see who's online.. yup.. so late already. think i gtg. bye. take care guys.

9:50 PM

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=] Attractive personality.
=] sexy.
=] Affectionate Shy and reserved.
=] Secretive.
=] Naturally>>honest, generous and sympathetic.
=] Loves peace and serenity.
=] Sensitive to others.
=] Great kisser.
=] Easily angered.
=] Trustworthy.
=] Appreciative and returns kindness.
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=] Observant and assesses others.

Thursday, May 11, 2006

8:44 PM

yippy.. exams are finally coming to an end. Its been tough for the last few days. It was really tiring.. Eveyday had to study study study.. Then in the end.. the results are like just passed.. or even fail. Where have my efforts gone to? its a mystery.. haha... ok.. i am bonkers..
hmm.. think my results gonna be like shit man.. Things that are studied did not came out.. If it did.. i forgot the answer. was like damn it.... studied yet forgot the answer. Physics is die die already. Almost all the questions.. or should i say all.. i did not know how to do. All was tikam tikam one.. haiz.. amath.. paper was quite tough.. and that teacher did not even teach us the percentage topic.. and yet it came out!!!! shitified man.. Then bio.. haiz.. did not really study. so expected that i would do badly. Chinese. Depends on my luck. Then.. Chem.. ya.. this!! Arg.. Stupid paper.. think i will also do badly for this. Practically almost all the subjects la.. But except emath. Hope everything else would go smoothly.
Then after the paper today we had to wait 2 hours for our listening comprehension. 2 hours... and we have to stay in school and guai guai wait.. haiz.. lucky we had some entertainment.. haha.. and soon enough it was 12.. so we went for out listening compre.. okok la.. haha.. then after that.. we went tampines mall.. then saw the actor and actresses at cs recording for the show.. haha.. quite boring actually.. haha.. cos we had to stand there and wait for them as they reherse and do some discussing.. then we went shopping for mother's day present.. then shop shop shop.. till 5+ then we went home..
then i went to grandmother house.. then ate dinner and then came home.. haha.. finally can get to use the computor.. haha.. kk lor.. i shall write till here..
take carre..

Friday, May 05, 2006

3:04 PM

wow.. finally.. finally the three heavy content papers are over. What a relief! So long never blog already. haha. Have been so busy these few days.. So many tests and exams.. And now is the mid of mid year exams. Still another one more week to go. Jia you everyone!! Hmm.. these few days also nothing much happened la. Just normal. Ya.. I fell sick. and i am still sick. Ah.. had flu. yesterday was terrible. i had to do my emath n ss all the way while sniffing all the way. i know this was irritating. sorry guys. haha. had to bear with my sniffing throughout the whole exam. iriitating. I cant breathe properly.. lol. ya.. felt sick and giddy too. lucky today was much better, except that it was very cold. the fan was turning and turning like nobody's business. i was there shivering. lol. so so cold lo.. haiz..
Just now huishan, huiying, xuejuan and i went to the hawker for lunch. Hmm... then ate and chat awhile. Then had to go.. haha. cos someone needed to go home to ejest.. haha.. So tired.. i really feel so sick and tired of exams. How i wish life could be just like when i in sec one. Being so innocent. not knowing anything. how i wish my mind and thoughts were just like when i was in sec one. not bothering so much and thinking so much. y am i thinking so much? i reali dont wana think abt it anymore. i reali dont want. but i just cant help it. haiz. how can i just forget everything and pretend that nothing had ever happen? i reali dont know how. how i wish time had stop then. i just wanted the life that i had last time. life's so different now. its really really different. i dont want and i dont dare to face them. but no matter what, i've got to. i have no other choice. maybe i should do something about it. but i really have no idea on how to.
but i am not going to care anymore. i am going to overcome my obstacle. no matter what happens. i promise.

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