simplisticself;complicatedworld

Today actually had to reach school at 6.45 for the cheering thing. Haha. i knew it would rain. Anyhow, i reached a little late. But still no sight of my classmates. Except hy la. haha. Shou hua dou bu suan su de. Ask us to come early then in the end dont have. stupid. then the rain got from a slight drizzle to a heavy downpour. then yeah!! no cross country! haha. But quite sad. Cause it was our last year, yet we could now have the chance. moreover, i had not taken part in the cross country before. then was assembly. our class did a cheer. was very paisei la. no face sia. somemore stand first row. then was followed by some other classes. 3e5 spoiled the whole thing la. go end the celebration with that monotonous song.
After that we went to tm. wa. Today so good, 9+ dismiss already. then we went to celebrate xuejuan's birthday by treating her at the New York pizza. Hmm.. delicious. espeacially the chicken. so spicy and hot. mmmm.. so yummy. haha. then afterthat went for a walk. then suddnely got scared by tw. scare me lor. we looking at fishes then suddenly someone go tap the shoulders so hard. my heart almost jumped out!! lols. then xj and min went off to mbs. then we went shopping at ntuc then went mac chit chat. haha. then went off for tuition. freezed. so so cold. haha

Happy Birthday Xue Juan!!

Take care guys!!

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

slower please 8:00 PM

I really dont relish that the holidays come soon. Because that means exams are coming. piano how? die liao.. haiz.. no time. then last week till today, finally the tests and exams have ended. at least i can take a breath. cant seem to feel happy. y? I also dont know. life's like in a jail. u have to score and do well, then u can be out of it. if not, u will be kept in there. but of course it's better then jail. to a certain extend. we students face so much stress. but some people seem oblivious to it. being students nowadays is really very difficult. talented ones are always picked out. they are given lots of opportunities. they get better facilities.. and we? where are the rest of us? do we even exsist? yes, maybe. so much competition had resulted in everyone just studying and studying. and this lead so selfishness. people wont want to share. arent i right? just observe people around u guys. i am sure u will notice it. y must it be like this? why cant it be like last time? haha. ok. enough of my crap.

Take care guys

Thursday, August 24, 2006

the clock is ticking away. 6:36 PM

this week had so many test. bio eng chem and chi. I was all tuckered out after all these tests. but.. the worse has yet to come. just 18... 18 more days to prelim.. how how how? not even one subject is completed. and almost all has not started yet. time's really running out.
HELP!! and i really dont know anything about Physics. goddamn Physics. haiz. complain.. also no use right?
anyway. this week nothing really zestful happened. just had lots of laughter. bonkers me. laughing at anything that could be laughed at. wahahahahamuahahaha...
i really pity those who read my blog ya. cause its like all nonsense here. but anyhow. its senseble nonsense. haha, so also worthwhile to read la. haha.
hmm.. ran out of topics to say already. so i shall make it short and sweet. thats so nice of me x)
hehe...

Take care guys. W.A.N.==>wo ai ne!! (by me!)
L.O.L==> lots of love (told by hy)

Friday, August 18, 2006

fatigue? 9:45 PM

tests tests and more test. Lets not talk about tests. Haiz. Lots of things have been happening lately. Why is this so? Am i only the one who feel so? Or others feel so too? I just feel that people are weird. Or am i over sensitive? I really dont know. Anyway, no matter what, life had to carry on right? So lets not be so pessimistic. Haiz. My amath is dying. Can someone help me? I really dont know what he is teaching. help!!! Today went mac, actually wanted to study, but ended looking at photos. Hahas. It was damn humiliating. The teachers had black lips. Haha. We laughed till our stomach ached. n i almost choked!! haha. u will laugh too if u do see them. distressed. then went for lesson later. haha. we sat at the last row, cause we were late. but the back was damn nice to sit at. we could lean back, do what we want. then we were laughing away. again. because of someone. haha. he kept talking to himself and making funny sounds, and i cant control myself from laughing. going bonkers. then after that went to NTUC with xj. Then saw ah gong!! haha. quite a long time since i met him. exchanged a few words before leaving. then we saw the mentally-illed woman again. i really sympathize her. haiz. we was like scolding things around her. ok. so sorry for her. i was very afraid of her. naturally. xj was also scared. haha. so we qickly walked past her. my legs were trembling abit la. ahha. cause we were like so close to her. and she might just grab us. haha. then we almost missed a bus. haha. were chatting away then suddenly saw the bus. haha. then chatted chatted then went home. hahha. its like been a long time since i chatted like those aunties. ever after that incident happened. used to talk on the phone till i got scolded. but now.. haha. think i have not been with the phone in contact for 3 years liao. isnt it pathetic? how i longed it would be like the past. haiz. anyway. we have to learn to be contented with what we have right? so let it be lorx.

Take care guys!!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i wana watch 'click'!!! 3:18 PM

tomorrow is geog common test and i am still here using the computor and slacking. omg la. haiz. really very tired of studying. ya.. i wana watch click!! AH!!! but too bad no time. haiz. today physics practical was a big mess. haha. dont know how to even set up the experiment. so sadis. then was the boring assembly programme. talking about violence. i think this should be meant for the lower sec instead us us. they were the one causing so much trouble in school. haiz. dont wana talk about it anymore. anyway.. i got to go already. haha. lots of things to do. i really dont relish the thought of exams!!

Take care guys!!

Friday, August 11, 2006

to be disappointed or relief? 6:42 PM

today was the day where we got back our chinese o levels. All of us were very anxious, hearts palpitating. Prepared for the worst. We were having amath test when the results were out. Mdm Khoo walked into our class. But too bad, we having test, so she went to other class. Then, soon enough is walked in. Holding on to my breathe as she started reading the results. First person A1 and Distinction. Walao.. Slowly and steadily. My name was called. Haiz. I dont know whether to feel happy or sad about my results. Although i expected my results to be worse off, but yet, my marks did not satisfy me. Haiz. Its disgracing. So i will not be writing it out. Why?? Haiz. No use looking back anyway, so looked forward to the english oral. It must not happen the way chinese did. Waited and waited. Finally my turn to step into the examination room. Though the passage was sort of ok.. The picture part and conversation were like.. Blah.. The topic of conversation stunned me. I did not know how to answer it. One of the questions asked was: what do have confidence doing? Then i was dumbfounded. I was like.. erm.. erm.. erm. For almost one minute la.. Then afterthat nothing better else to say.. Then i said looking after my siblings. Was like what the shit la.. HAiz.. Brain not really functioning very well. Thanked the teacher then walked out. At least it was better then chinese, BUT!!! i think i was very very fast too!! i think less then 10 mins. Haiz. IS it i did not talk enough?? or is it i spoke too fast? Haiz. I really dont know. Since its over, have to work hard to pull my grades up. Someone help me!! I really need tonnes and loads of help.

Take care guys!!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! 8:26 PM

Yeah. Today is Singpore's birthday. So wish Singapore a Happy Birthday! haha. Okok. Today woke up at 8.15. Had lesson. So tired lor. Then afternoon went to have my hair trimmed. Haha. Look so weird now. Haha. Or have i been looking weird all the while? haa. okok. Actually wanted to study, but, in the end, did not study. Haiz. sadistic. Then now having slight headache. haha. nothing much happen today too. so nothing much to write. haha. haiz. this year seems to pass by extremely fast. this year felt to different. we did not feel that it was national day. there was no excitment. nothing seems the way it was in the past. still, alot of us would always say reminiscently," those were the days". we just cant obliterate those pleasent memories.

Take care guys!!

Monday, August 07, 2006

powerful words 11:27 PM

Today we missed pe again. Humph! Always like that. Always our class is the one that misses pe. This is the third time in seven weeks know! Not fair! anyway, its good. Cause if not we have to do the disgusting dance. And that's like OMG type of dance. SHake here shake there. yucks. Yup, then was chi. As usualy, slacked. We had to write a letter to the principle regarding the fight. Haiz. Its easier to say then to write. Naturally, left out loads of points. Then recess. Then was bio. Today no lab. So again did some revision. Then chem Did titration. Think i did four times? Haha. FIrst time actually correct. But did not read instructions carefully, so reading overshot. K lor. Then redo. Turn the stupid nob till my fingers so pain. Haha. Then funally got the reading. Actually was wrong. The correct should be 23.9. I got 23.7. Haha. Then was english. Did some preparation for eng oral. Omg. Time is passing so quickly. This friday i am taking my eng oral exams already. I want to promise myself it would not turn out the same as chinese. If tears drop. It would be a happy tear dropped. NOt a sad one. I am not prepared yet. Haiz. Everything seems so be passing so fast. Prelims is just one more month to go? And i have not started revising. HOw??? SOmeone help me!!! please. words are powerful ok. It can affect one's feeling. So. please. use words wisely. i really dont want to sigh anymore.

Take care guys!!

Sunday, August 06, 2006

bunch of good for nothing 10:21 AM

For godness sake.. Dont think we sec 4s are here for u to bully ok. Just because we let u for once, it doesnt mean that this will go on forever! Poor AH. He's like so innocent. Damn bustards la. As if fighting can solve the problem. Please la. If u like fighting so much, go take part in the wwf or what la. Why come bother us man. And the 2 bitches. U think u are so great? U think that people will look up to you just because u bullied a sec 4? If u did not have backup, i bet u wouldnt even dare to stare at us! Just stop acting when u dont even have the ability to do so. U caused much trouble, irate many people. This will not come to an end so easily ok.
The principle, why isnt he doing anything? Is the entertaining of our "sisters" school more important then our lives? OUR LIFES ARE AT RISK, MR PRINCIPLE. You dont give a damn? Whatever la. Anyway im leaving the school. However u wana manage the school is none of our business. Poor AH. I really feel sorry and sad for him. Do take care. Our school is just like a gambling den. Fights adn arguments breaking out alomost everyday. DOnt know how many times have i seen the police car in my school. Haiz. goddamn PAthetic. i wana leave the school. and i will. anyway, sorry for some rude words that are used.

Take care guys

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

hurry hurry 9:00 PM

Yesterday went to watch pirates of the carribean. Nice show. Haha. Very funny tooo. Really enjoyed the show. Went together with joan, rizal, tw, alif and jk. The show was for 2 and a half hours. So we were like restless after 1 hour of sitting. So started to figid a little. Haha. My leg was damn suan. The sit was so squeezy. Haha. really laughed my heart out. whoo~
today got back english results. What a relief. My heart was palpitating. The teacher said there were only 2 passes for the compre. The rest failed. However, did quite well for the summary. So, she started giving out the scripts. Oh gosh. I was really afraid i would get 2 marks again. I was really hoping history wont repeat itself. Heard my name. walked out. i could hear my heartbeat in my head. phew. phew phew. i got a 9 for my compre. really phew. although its a fail, at least i improved. relieved. and i passed my overall. elated. yup. Then got back chemistry paper. so tyco. got full marks. its been a decade since i got full marks. And this is the first time getting full marks for chem. whoo!. thanks so peeps who had helped me much. hahas. okok.
there's another chem test tomorrow. better get going.

Take care guys!!

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