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Triple Chocolate crunch got me addicted. It's super nice, and i think my mum's got addicted too. HAHA!
Go grab them from marks and spencer! GOGOGO! you wont regret. HAHA
I'm just being random.

It's monday again. It's a viscous cycle. Bio tut, recess, chem, math, bio, lunch, math, pe. I can't believe i acutally remembered today's timetable. Was not that sleepy today until it came to math tut. I dont know why, but everytime when it comes to math tut, i will feel superbly sleepy, just like a lullaby being sang. This explains my deteriorating results.
Refreshing! Volley ball followed by basketball! It was super fun, despite all the embarassment! I actually fell on my ass when saving the ball! And it was unglam to the max. Gosh. And i think i partially sprained my angle while running and my muscles ached from that fall. Damn it.
Just some random photos. HAHA



The day i've been awaiting so impatiently finally arrived! Yes, 24 july. Meiden and Meridian conbined concert. It was totally fabulous. It's unbelievable, the way they make music. My idols, my admirers! I so wanted to play in the band with them. Watching them playing just right in front of me really make me super envy of the band. Oh gosh. At least i get to watch them playing, dancing. They are all so cute! I love them to the max! It's indescriptable in words. I really really want to go to japan at the end of the year. Pray hard we can go.
Now, let As fill my life. HAHAHA
Look at these cute peeps!
They are loves <3




Days seem as though they are getting longer and longer. I have to watch the clock. The bell just goes and i will be looking forward to the next bell. Damn. Sleeeeepyy despite enough sleep.
Damn those flying ants! They just drop from nowhere all over me! Tsk. How disgusting!
Tomorrow got to be exciting. Can't wait for tomorrow to arrive. It's just 35 mins away though.
Parking wars got me addicted. Sheesh.
Life's full of secrets. And it shan't be told.

It's monday. A cold cold one. The lecture theatre was exceptionally cold today. Hands were freezing and toes going numb. Fingers turned purple.
Volleyball today was much better today, at least i know my arms won't have those large blueblacks anymore. I call them stains. Oh well.
___ asked me to look at some photos, and it reminded me of how much our band life sucked. Did we ever had such good times in band? Just their july, or maybe, 2 days, is already much better than our TWO years in band. What's this. All the fun and laughter, were not what we ever had. Blah. We are just like a group of ostrasized batch. Damn.
Oh well, i keep on slacking, and i dont know when will i stop. Oh ya, how can some people keep smiling? Are they really free from troubles? Or their troubles have already been so neatly buried that we dont even see or notice them? I'm just wondering. It's hard to always put on a fake smile, to act as though everything is alright. It's just a mask that they don't take off.
Anyway, this is not supposed to be any emo post at all. If you feel as though it is, then maybe you want to rate my emo-ness. HAHAHA. I failed badly right LOL.

When i'm aren't out, or meeting anyone, i will just slam my alarm off. However, i think i didn't even hear my alarm ringing today. That's bad. Was supposed to wake up early today to do some homework and maybe a little revision for all the time trails coming up. However, i slept right through and woke up only in time for my breakfast and then to sch for srp.
Met choy and sy at cityhall and we managed to get out beer butter fish? Ah, i forgot what's that called. Anyway, it was delicious! The fellow band members we like starving, all runnning towards us for food. HAHA. Of course, us, being kind souls, fought to offer them food. LOL.
I have three pathetic photos here. More the next time :)
Parking wars is fun, provided you don't get ticketed! HAHA







I've been missing-in-action for the past few days due to the truckload amount of work and being too sleepy to even turn on the computer. Hmm. Is this a boon or a bane to me? You decide. Anyway, there's stacks and stacks of test papers to be done. Hopefully buying them now is not too late, although i feel that it is really impossible to finish up all of them.

Up-coming events:
1. Finish up homework
2. Honour Band tomorrow at at vch
3. Chem time trials on thermodynamics, chemical kinetics, chemical equilbruim (do dead)
4. Jap exchange on wed
5. Aichi meiden & mjcsb concert on thurs

So many things, so little time.
Anyway, i know this news is out-dated, but still, i wana share with you guys.
MJCSB got a GOLD for NBC! Congrates to all :)
Didn't manage to take lots of photos, oh well, took many section photos with all the same pose and position thought. haha. may do yourself a favour and visit facebook to view them haha. i'm too lazy to upload them.
Thanks people for keeping my tagboard active. HAHA!

After a few days of torturing of awaiting my results, i know it's over today. How great right.
But i'm glad at least i passed my econs essay although it was not of much help. My results are like eewwwww. I hope you understand.
Oral was filled with stumbles and erms erms erms because i could not think of the right words to say. How i wished i was taking english oral.
Lessons, lessons and more lessons. They aren't free are they? I hardly get to reach home early.
A walk around the school might be great afterall.
I bet when we were at the library people so wanted to bash us up as we were making a whole lot of noise. Mind you, noise. HAHA. And i think they were kind enough not to shut us up.
Does fate really matters? haha.
Shocking news a few days ago. Okay, it's not really that appalling anymore, since we expected it partially. That goddamn news was that we aren't allowed to go to ____. WTF. Where's all the promises made to us? They were just empty promises, aren't they? We are just like a batch of ostrasized people, and you know how great that feeling is. It isn't at all.
__ loves to lie, and lied since the first day we met. Why were we so stupid so believe him. HAHA. There's nothing so good in life.
oh well.
believe is what we all must have, but it isn't always great to believe in others.



I should be studying, aren't i?
Damn me. Have been slacking all day.
One more round round the reservoir with chris and kf. The weather was great, slight drizzle with the cool breeze.
More muscles=more weight. HAHA. Good way to gain weight and stay healthy yea?
The songs are still stucked in my head that i could sing to you right now.
I am not ready yet. There's school tomorrow, oh man.
I got to pack my stuffs and finish up the whatnots.

Oh man, something is wrong with my blogger. It's like the toolbar is missing. Where has it gone? And my words don't look like the usual kind it supposed to be! Humph!
I kept thinking today was saturday because there's no school tommorrow :) yay! Did my biology homework. It's really hard to concentrate. I had to force myself to concentrate, and to get done with it. I can no longer procastinate like i used to, as A levels is just a few more months away. It's scary. Anyway, i ought to congrates myself for finishing up the biology homework. HAHA, although it seems normal to many. Ya whatever.
Was cloudy today, in fact, it looked as though it was going to rain, luckily i didn't if not my jogging plan would have failed! HAHA. Reservoir! A round together with yj. Feels great running again, at least better than swimming! Got to swim more to get back to where i left off! HAHA. More plans. HAHAHA.
Went bedok to 'shop'. Damn, migraine is back! I should sleep early today. Hopefully.

This was the song i was so addicted to, and of course, the song on playing on my blog! I bet you will get addicted too. So if you dont wished to get hoooked onto the songs! Please CLOSE your ears. HAHAHA! enjoy :)


Song lyrics | Love To Be Loved By You lyrics

It is finally saturday, i thought i could get the sweet slumber i wanted, however i had to wake up early to go to school. Went to bus stop tp wait for my bus and there came an old lost man who wanted to go to the 21 bus stop. However, he was super worried and was dubious to what i told him. Ok, this is because the bus stop is quite a distance away from the bus stop we were at and i think he was afraid he would get lost. So well, he went on asking others. And i missed my bus because he kept asking me the same question over and over again. But, i can't possible leave him alone and board the bus, right. In the end an old lady walked him to the bus stop i guess, by another way, afterall maybe she was going there.



Today's morning was full of rush. Left the house and thought i forgot to take my keys. So i ran back in and remembered that i had put it into my bag. Left house again, reached downstairs, and realised i forgot to bring my ez-link! Ah, so i went back up to fetch my ez link. Okay, i know i am going to be late, but, i was hoping the bus would come abit later, or be crazy like the other times. However, as my bus reached the traffic light, i saw 58 passing by me. Crap. So the only hope was that it comes at 7.10 or 7.15 so that at least i can run into school and not be considered late. Of course, this did not happen. Life's unfair la. Was getting impatient. 58 finally arrived after donkey years. Stopped to change bus. Things always love to go wrong at the wrong time. 6 buses available, but none came. SO, i knew i was late. Nag nag nag.
Math was like free period. Then was PE! whoo! Played basketball, something which i have not played for donkey years. Really miss basketball much :) Then we got back our gp paper. Ironically, i passed my summary and AQ. The last time i passed my AQ was like last year's promos. Aye, then econs. After looking at the answers, i know econs is also a goner. WHY! And A levels is in 4 months time. NO TIME NO TIME. And i keep slacking. WAKE UP LING MEI!
I got addicted to Just one last dance and Loved to be loved by you.
They are really nice songs! Too bad i cant upload it here. I have no idea what's wrong with my lappy, maybe it's just too OLD and i cant get full access to the computer. Damn it!
Alright, i better get going. I have SRP tomorrow! Yet i haven't done my homework yet!

I've just realised i have been blogging continuously since 30 june, which is rare of me to do that(nowadays), since i'm super busy(ya right) and lazy(of course). But however, lately, i have the urge to blog. No special reason behind this. And perhaps, it's just to release stress accumlated from all the tests and exams. (Blogging help to release stress? What nonsense.) Well, can see that i am getting a little bonkers here, questioning myself every now and then. But don't worry, i am perfectly fine (those who say this aren't normally fine if you observe well enough).
Alright, i shall begin my blog proper. (This is not a lecture) Went to ECP (Go band your head if you don't know what this means, joking :)) with chris, iris and xj. Our aim: To reach Changi airport! HOHOHO! They said we must have an aim if not we are heading aimlessly. So well, Changi Airport it is. We got two blue and pink bikes which the colour looked super kiddy ( not the size though). Though the weather was freaking hot, we managed to reach our destination thanks to the trees that provided us much shade. However, there weren't any take-offs and landing while we were there, so we gave it a miss. Rode back to the shop while getting a packet of grass-jelly on the way. One buck for a super big packet. Super shoick! hahaha. But was too full to finish it all though. Anyhow, our butts were all aching despite the relatively soft seat which they provided us with. We need cushioned seats! WAHAHA ( And this reminds me of the bandcamp last year) HAHAHA. Oh well. The bikes aren't that good, sheesh. Anyway what can you expect for a 6 dollar per hour bike. Whoosh!
Then took a bus back to bedok. Chirs went home while the rest of us headed to ahs to watch the finals for the east zone competition. But, the silly us, actully took sort of a wrong bus and overshot the stop and had to hail a cab back there. And xj was super worried that she was going to miss the match because her brother will be playing. haha. But in the end, we reached on time :) Number 5 totally rocks! His skills are undeniably admirable. Ok, so after that match the starving us went to 85 market to get yummies!
We ate ALOT. Okay, not alot. One bowl of minced meat noodles, carrot cake, satay and the chicken wings which cannot be missed! Was perfectly bloated after the meal. heehee.
Ok, i have to wait for my photo-provider (iris) for photos!
There's school tomorrow. What do you think of it? hahhaa

Early mornings for mid year preparation has not really taken effect off me yet. I so wanted to slumber MORE today, but yet couldn't fall back asleep. I'm turning into a panda soon, or should i just say, i'm just like a panda now?
Went for a haircut. Wanted to go for the 2.80 haircut which was just opposite my balk, but, as you know, being singaporeans, the queue was long. So, forgetit. Walked one big round cause i couldn't find the shop i went to the other time. In the end i went into a shop i thought i went before, but i guessed i have never gotten my hair cut there yet. Ohwell, why am i talking about this. Anyway, got my fringe trimmed. FINALLY.
Two movies today. Am i like on a movie marathon trial or something like that? HAHA. Yesterday was Get Smart. And today was Kungfu Panda and You Don't Mess With Zohan. Ok. This is far more halirious than get smart. Really. It's really good for those who have not yet recovered from mid years. And those who are really stressed up over matters. May it be grades, relationship, well, i dont know. I just know the show's damn good :) Laughed non-stop. As though we are in like some diaphram training session. LOL!
Yay! and tomorrow i am going out again!
Post-exams activities are never too much. RIGHT? Tell me so.

I flipped. Rolled. Curled. My alarm had not rang and i wanted to continue sleeping till 9. But, the excruciating pain in my tummy forced my out of bed. Damn! Really, i think it's been donkey years since i have faced such stinging pain. I ended like a prawn on the toilet bowl. What a nice thing to do on the day of the final paper. Pretty afraid that i could not make it to school today as the pain was bad. BAD. Really. Luckily my strong immune system managed to produce enough T and B cells to right the viruses! Hump! Did some last minutes revision.
Paper started and i felt queasy. Like those pre-vomiting stuffs like saliva pumping up my throat. I was really hoping i wont need to visit the restroom. Fortunately, i felt better. I was like playing some game instead of doing my chem paper as the questions were so tough. Mcq's just like some betting game to see i've been lucky.
Anyway, EXAMS are over. Yayy!
Class outing over at Ehub. Ate at superdog where we met a weird small boy who keep staring non-stop at xj. Okay. He's super scary. His expression and the way he look at us. Wait, and the way he ate his mickey mouse biscuit and the way he looked at us and waved. Goosebumps were popping up! He finally said a normal bye bye after entering the lift and the door closed. What an encounter!
Watched Get Smart! It was super hilarious. If you haven yet watched it, i encourage you to do so! hahaha. Back home. Mood after exams are always much better.
More outings in the coming days!
It's time for some relaxation before we embark on our journey towards As!

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ENJOY

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Wonderful aries that has since seek great independence on 29 March 1990
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