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Alright, today is the day i dread most - 2.4km. i was wishing, praying hard that the weather would be fine. the unbearable heat from the last pe lesson was enough. the dark clouds i saw during lunch gave me hope. aiya, but during our test period, the dark clouds mircalously dissappeared! like dont know where did the wind come from eh? we didnt even feel a breeze forgoodnesssake! so ya, we were all so nervous, as if we were taking some a level examination. haha. could see our fingers shivering as we stretched them out. so yea, our run started. and wa, grace was choing like siao! i really dont know how did she do that! haha the first round was like sprinting 400m! so naturally, our whole class was super fast! i think it was record-breaking! yayy! but the heat was really nuts. after the second round i was already panting like a dog! my mouth was so dry, that i could hear the air as it passed through. legs started so 'turn sour' and i had such a big temptation to start walking. it was really damn tiring. ok, u cant imagine this unless u really are running. the last lap was the most hoing one. about 200m alway from the ending point, i was trying really hard to keep going. 'abit more abit more!' i cant imagine i really said that aloud to myself. haha. and the feeling to pass the finishing line. yay, its finally over. i saw whiteness. the whole world seemed to be tilting and swirling like some out-of-control carnival ride. taking the number tag, which i didnt think much about the number i saw, i walked a few steps and back to the table we were supposed to report our position. i was feeling horrible so i just left the number to the person and he was like, whats ur name? the name list was like swirling too can. so i just spotted my name and said number seventeen. and he said, ur number tag please. but i was really too fatique at the moment to even move. i sat down. then lied on the ground, obliviously to the fact that it was so freaking dirty and so many people were there. ok, i felt faint too, and maybe a little queasy. turned and turned. i didnt dare to sit up nor walk, for i fear i might just collapse or vomit. lol. first time i felt to bad, ok, not the first time. haha. due to the freaky weather, debbie wasnt feeling well too, heard that she's much better now x) i heard my timing being 13:47 when i came in. but after checking later, i realised it was better. yay! ok, i sat there for very long. in weird positions. and finally got up. and damn, i forgot out bags were at the ground floor and i actually climbed up the stairs like some zoombie to realise that our bags were downstairs! zz. so i walked down again. haiyoooo! my body finally was back to normal. and even took a picture jacintha. lol our faces supposed to be RED, but apparently, louya camera cannot really capture the details la hahaha!

and damn, tomorrow gotta bio test and i am not even starting yet. sheeessshhh!! hahaa! and

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT:thanks to some random boas who cheered for me in my last lap! was of help leh! hahahaha!!

Friday, April 25, 2008

11:34 PM

freaking tired these few days i dont know why. and next week is the last week in band. sobs. i want to stay on. that feeling that you can get from nowhere else. haha.
and today econs was just a waste of time. 2/3 of the lt was empty. and i was like sleeping as i did the questions.
bad mood la! just a meal, so angry for what. it's crazy. anyway what you say dont really make lots of sense. blah, whatever.
tomorrow's going to be a long day.
and i am sleepy. again.

Monday, April 21, 2008

10:58 PM

As i walked along the stretch of shops along bedok interchange, what irritated me wasnt the cacophony of car horns, but rather, the puffs of cigeratte smoke that those in oblivion blew out, so happily, relaxingly. what they thought was cool is in fact not at all. i dont see why smelling like an ashtray is cool in anyway. oh well.

Friday, April 18, 2008

11:46 PM

When i am sleepy, dont talk to me, for i will not register anything tou said. haha! so thats was it. my dad told me i had to go to the bus stop myself today last night but apprantly i was asleep on the table and it didnt register into me. haha. okay, so when he left i was appalled for a moment, recalling he actually said that to me. so i rushed. swollowed hard on the so dry rice. i hate it. then rushed out to catch a bus. Luckily it was just drizzling because the lazy me obviously wont bother to take the umbrella. haha. pe. damn, made my muscles ache. and inclined pull ups are still not doable. arg. after doing 5, mind you, 5, my hands were about to give way. i dont understand. haha. i used to find doing incline one of the most relaxing nafa stations. now i understand why some could not do in the past when i was having fun doing them. haa, how sick. then we were super late for econs lesson. haha, the guys even forgot all about it. how great. haha. delayed, so we went in late for math lec tooo. haha. and learned some korean bear song. when i first heard the song last 2 years, i found it so scary. haha. but knowing the actual meaning, of the song, it sounds really cute. haha. then bio followed by chi. ya, retaking if u still dont know haha.
my heart was racing fast even though my event was like still a few hours away. had muscle ache because of pe this morning, so afraid i could not ran as fast. but, i did in the end i guess. 4x100m. yeay! run like the wind. hehe. jolene, su hwee, me and nada. yay! we managed to maintain out first position three cheers for us! hehe! okay, i think i have spelled the names wrongly haha! sorry ah!!! then went for band. oh man, so tiring. was so sticky too! sticker book HAHAHA. ok, my eyes now feel as though i have not sleep for a night, you know, that kind of weird eyes feeling. haha. i shall sleep real soon. i am turning into a mature panda, notice that i am already one. HAHAHA! alright thats all.
SPRINT ALL THE WAY!!! wooooooots!

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

11:05 PM

wahaha, suddenly in the mist of our conversation at popeyes at t1 became so philosophical.
it all started with sy saying her physics teacher saying if we could travel faster than light, we could travel ahead of time. then it continued with people saying but we cant define time, can we? what is time? time is just what humans count or keep track via a clock, and clock is too, made my humans. so what excatly time is? okay, so we continued on.. the future, the past. some said everthing repeats itself after 25 milion years. so that means, 25 million years ago, i was actually typing this blog entry, exactly the way i am doing now. ok, how scary is this! so, maybe all this is a dream. i could be in a coma now, all this are just intangible thoughts, maybe one fine day i would wake up to reality to find that i had this long dream. and in this dream i had multiple dreams-dreams in dreams.
life just cant be explained. can it? what about the black hole and the permuda triangle? noone knows whats going on inside unless one risk one's life. but, they cannot return back to earth to tell the rest wth is going on there. this goes the same to those who die. where so they exaclty go? does hell and heaven actually exsist? where did everything on earth arrived from? some said god was the one. but who really knew if god exsisted if god already exsisted before man did. man didnt witness god, did they? haha. ok. this can really kill brain cells. and i cant fathom how people thought in the past when no words exsisted. how did people create words? this is just so complicated isnt it? and atoms is just so fasinating. how did people know they exsisted when it couldnt be seen with a naked eye? so how did they know to create some microscope so discover them? and we are all studying all these concepts, made up by humans, is it all true? i cant say. noone knows the truth.
and i think the woman sitting behind us was in a daze hearing us saying all these! haha. its scary to think of it.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

8:05 PM

procastinating again. its all in the mind. i feel so hopeless. stressed. teach me. u shall not be any distration to me. notes shall be my best friend. i love you, u must love me too! u must get into my head ok! okay, i think i am bonkers. awww. and there's this 'court' case tomorrow. haha. hope it wont turn out a fight lol. rebutt rebutt!! hohoho!

Monday, April 14, 2008

9:11 PM

Okay, sorry peeps if you have been waiting very long for this post. Thanks so much for the lovely gifts from you guys!

Hmmm, sorry i have neglected you, and 2 years of god-sisters. I've been really busy and my memory is saturated with contents. I can hardly focus. Everything seems to be in a mess once again. awww. thats truely say can.

Anyway, today's really scorching hot sun really tanned me. Just 50 mins or less, and i have turned darker. It was so scary. Immediately after pe i was totally BLACK! Lukily i dont know how too, the blackness faded a little. And the thing is, immediately after lesson ended, clouds covered up the sun, it was cloudy and windy. WHAT THE HELL? This is no joke. The moment we stepped on the tracks the sun was boiling hot! i could feel the heat of the tracks reflecting up to my face. Damn exhauting to run in such a condition! And oh my, nafa is just one week away, and i can hardly do any incline pull ups. zzz

by god bro

by huiying

by huiying too, look at the SMALL shirt!

by weichyi

Friday, April 11, 2008

3:06 PM

Phew, pw results are out. Congrates to all that managed to get what they wanted.

yay, and this is my first ever A in mjc.

and it shall always be from now on hahaha

my wishful thinking. lol

anyway, my gums were freaking pain when the dentiest pressed the damn tool onto them, oblivious that my gum has nerves!

i almost teared, wth.

and i guess i cant eat properly nor bite tight as the wire will just go haywire and prolong my braces life.

awww. i am missing damai winds.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

9:24 PM

When i was away in bandcamp, com was left on. This was due to the laptop going into hibernation mode on thurs when i fell asleep on the table and the batt went flat. So when laptop was used by some others while i was away, i was seen online by many. haha confusing them. ok, as u can see from the very minute picture, it shows 3 days 04:26. This is indeed record breaking. I have never had my internet connected for so long ever before. so unbelievable. haha.

Ok. And i am still feeling sick. Damn mucus stuck nowhere. And its resulting in cough. Had pe today and we were like rabbits hopping up the stairs with a poison ball our hands. Damn tiring la. And it is like any moment i can just lose my balance and roll off the stairs. I almost fell off.

ok, and bad news is that i heard that someone lost her hp during pe.

Although today was like friday, lesson ended at 3! and its like so much later than a normal wed. Lessons straight as recess was also taken up by econs. :S:S:S

band. macs.

on bus, suddenly sy n i heard a loud screeching sound, followed by a BANGGG! i turned, just to see a lorry banging into a car. Damn! it was so scary. heart attack la! although it may sound cliche, but that was what indeed happened. oh man. scary shit. hope the victims are fine. or whatever you should call them.

time to choing.

Sunday, April 06, 2008

6:37 PM

i am back from camp and am officially sick. terrible. kept sneezing and am still sneezing. throat is feeling ultimately WEIRD.

bandcamp was fun except all those unreasonable scoldings we gotten. like wth. doing 50 push-ups just after a meal. what's this? people might have puked.
let aside this matter.
friday wasnt that exciting or fun. just had band prac and that was it. slept in the very warm hall with hard floors (duh, which floor was ever soft?)
didnt sleep well due to other circumstances HAHA
Sat had pt which was captain's ball. And we lost the first round and beat the second round and lost the third round to the same group we played in the first round HAHa!
because we were vertically-challenged. LOL!
then was breakfast. ok, the food sucked. and we were practically having the same that of food for the three days. okay, i shouldnt complain too much right, since we all have food to eat. but i felt if there were drinks, it would be much better.
i think i fell sick partly due to the lack of water (because i hate drinking the water cooler water cause it sucks) and i think the morning coughing and stuffs also contributed to the fact that i am sick (viruses can be spreaded through air) LOL
then had wet games which i couldnt play cause i had to go for lesson. and i was wet because of wj damn! haha. and i was super tired that i almost fell asleep during lesson and oops, i was caught! haha zzz.
then was band prac in the super hot hall. everyone was perspiring all over. (another factor that led me sick, i guess) then had dial- m in the night. was quite fun except for some parts. ok, it wasnt that dark, so the atmosphere wasnt that right. LOL. but it was overall fun i guess. i think i was partially sick to enjoy the whole process. haha
was late night movie time but we left the bandroom to sleep in the hall. i guess we should have slept the the music room la, had aircon. the hall was bloody hot.
so sticky. and i hate that feeling. and was feeling worse.
had the same thing for breakfast and cleaning up session. price presentation and so on. wanted to watch tkss rehersal, but damn it.
cavana for lunch! but wasnt feeling well to eat properly haha.
and finally, my cosy bed! had a good sleep!
photo time! (although not alot)

my beloved group 3! haha we and our creative cheers! hAhaha

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