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Not sure to say if its a good day or a bad day today. anyway, being optimistic, i think its a good day overall! hahas. Hmm. Firstly , i wana wish myself a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! hahas. i know its lame.
I also wana thank all the pressies from u guys!! i really love it!
Right early in the morning after leaving the house, i felt that i forgot to bring something. And i forgot to bring my pencil case. hahas. lucky its just out of the house. So went back in to grab it. Then upon reaching school, all the tables and chairs were wet! hahas. so we had no place to sit. Then we went to the study benches. We saaw one table empty. However, half way through, someone settled down there. So, we just had to loiter outside the GO. hahas. Then proceeded to the hall. Had lectures and stuffs. DAmn. I just fall alseep again in the lectures. Gotta bring sweets next time. Then bought mg gc-finally. hahas. and the plastic cut my finger!! so pain la!!! could feel it slashing thorugh my skin as i slid my hands out of my bag when i was arranging the stuffs. then the blood started to meander through the cut. oh my. then had campass lesson. chose the reps. as usual, i'm postless. which means i am FREE!! hahas. actually wanted to be the pe rep, but then since gp had two "fighters" one of them became the pe rep. LoL~ Hmm. tomorrow would be the start of our timetable. pe early in the morning. hahas.
Once again, i would like to thank my dear peeps for the pressies!!!! MUACKS x@ lols~
oh ya, finally found another person with the same birthday as me x) hahas.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

9:29 PM

hMm. let me turn back in time a little.
mon after school went chalet. sshhh. not suppose to go de ok. but i went. hahas. played majong. dont know how to play! hahas. then jk and hy teach me. but still not very sure how to play. lols. then yesterday had the science overseas programme talk. afterthat went tampines giant to grab some stuffs before going to chalet for bbq. haha. at least the other houses were occupied. hahas. then ate and watch tv. not much people actually. then went back around 10.25. hhas. so tired
today only had econs lecture. the rest was meeting out ct and getting to know each other better. had house meeting. joined some track events! hahas. then had band. hmm. gotta new members. lols. something happen today la. so funny. ok. i know i'm bad. but she's very brave to do that. hahas. lucky today no test. hahas. although prepared, but it turned out that its still very bad. hahas. ok. i'm really very tired. hahas. shall end here.
hMmm. 3 more hours and i will be seventeen! hahas. can stay out late without being stopped by the police! lols!!!

Sunday, March 25, 2007

4:44 PM

woke up at 6.45 today. then went jogging at reservoir! hahas. i thought since i hadnt run for a long while, i could only just reach around the bridge and i would stop. however, to my surprise, i only stopped about 500m before the power station. whatever is that called. that white building there la. then went coffee shop makan. Hmm. today we started quite on the dot. so, at around 8.10, we finished the whole of the reservoir already x))) Then ate at vari nice before heading home. leg damn suan. i'm also very tired now. feel like sleeping all the way till tomorrow morning. haha!!! but then , have to finish up the bio "things to do" first. lols. have to print content page.. and dono do what stuffs. hmm. ok. i gotta rush. i want to sleep! hahas. i'm like so hungry la. keep eating and eating. hahas. think i'm gonna grow fat man. eat and sleep and eat and sleep. lol!! Tomorrow they go chalet liao. i've got to go school! sad man. they have fun while i mug.. sadis sia!! gonna spent lots of money again. buying tys, files, and what nots. lols... better go do my stuffs already.

Take care guys!!

Saturday, March 24, 2007

9:47 PM

yea yea!! haahas. i'm so bloated now. hahas. today went paramount hotel to have dinnner!!
hMm. birthday cum results celebration. hahas. had sumptious meal. hMmm~~ yum yum. Kept eating and eating. hahas. now i'm so full. anyway, the food there is real delicious. except that when serving is quite slow, matbe because there's a wedding dinner going on today. hahas.
so. tomorrow i'm going jogging! hahas. 7.30 at bedok reservoir. hope i wont be late =))) and hope it wont rain!! hahas.
ks. i'm also very tired. eat too much liao. all the blood flow to the stomach and intestine. hahas.

Take care guys!!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

9:37 PM

LECTURES AND MORE LECTURES!!
SLEEP almost all the time. too tired la. hahas. tonight must have a good rest!
hahaha!

TAke care guys!!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

10:43 PM

In a twinkling of an eye, its the third day of orientation!! Did mass dance before proceeding on to wet and wild!! getting wet! lOls. however, the scorching sun made as tanned!! now my eyes are like.. arg. dont say liao. yup. Then we started preparing for the campfire. Our theme was pirates! i was in the "choir". damn sian la. hahas. and it was so hot and stuffy. finally the campfire started. But before the fire was started, the rain poured. so we had an indoor campfire instead. It was more fun. As we were in an enclosed area. Pitch dark. Echos made the whole place so lively. haha! the whole hall was booming!! yea man!! did so many cheers. sang the songs for triton. Ooo.. mt throat. hahas. hopefully i wont get a soar throat. Hahas. we cheered and cheered and cheered. screamed and screamed and screamed. like nobody'd businesss. we were oblivious to the fact that we were just next to blakcs of flats. hahas. luckily today was not as luckluster as i thought it would be. haha! had really a great time. despite having some things happening, tritons managed to pull through!! haahs. tritons were the CHAMPIONS!! whOo~~ Actually i really miss those days with callisto, so bonded, so fun. haiz. hope as the days pass we will get to know each other better. i still love callisto! but tritons is on the way la. hahas. hMM~ i'm damn exhuated and tired now. eyes are drooping already la. hahas. wana have my sweet dreams already!! tomorrow shoudn't have school!!! tonight is campfire leh!!! everyone is zonked! it should be declared no school day!! hahaha!!

Take care guys!

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

7:08 PM

At least today was much better. First we had mass dance. Relearnt the couple dance. Now i know it better. hahas. Then after that we set off for MMM. the mrt we were on was like a little sot sot. We went up. then waited for so long beofre the doors started closing. then an alarm rang. the alarm was like the ship sounding the pooooouurrr... poooorrr.. Were were like on a ship? hahas then the door opened again. waited. then the opposite train came. then the doors closed. we thought the train will leave. who knows? the doors opened again. crazy sia. then we were like.. should we get on the other train? so we decided to when the doors closed and opened again. then we rushed to the other train. who knows? after we got on to the other train. the train's door closed. and it set off!!!! it actually set off!! arH!!! so.. we had to wait again. then finally reached our first stationa at around 10.30. we were late. then went to next station before going for lunch. had lunch at mac. then continued our journey. bought burble tea on the way. the pearls was so so tiny la. cant chew. tou kong jian liao sia. hahas. then we finished our last staion whereby we had to pass poky by mouth. this was goddamm disgusting la. YEEEKKK!!!! wana puke liao la. then we went to the HQ. took a cg photo before heading home. hahas. today was much more fun. nore enthuness. hahas. still haven lose my voice like the other time. think this time round not as much cheering. tomorrow's activity is still sort of unknown. just have fun. anyway its the last day for us to really enjoy ourselves. we must make full use of it! whOo! tomorrow wet and wild. we gonna be wet and go wild!!! yea!! hahas. and there's campfire too! hahas.

Take care guys!!

Monday, March 19, 2007

10:43 PM

i forgot to add in. my leg was bruised!! ah!! while playing the basketball games with the leg tied up.
its hurts la. damn pain can. blue black already la. walk also pain leh. dono how come bruised till like that.
haiz. tml there's still MMM. hope it wont hurt. please. =(

9:54 PM

what to expect from the first day of orientation?
i've got a feeling i would not be in callisto anymore.
and what i dreaded came through. i didnt like triton at all. because they kepy winning. hahas.
ok. so we checked our ogs and cgs. At first i thought i was in the same og as them. But i did not see clearly. I was actually in the same og and cg as them. haha!
they includes: xuejuan, christina, aikho and kee chen. So many damaians!! hahas. iris was in the same class as me too! hahas.
yeah!
but then our class is damn pathetic. only 5 guys out of 23 people? or even more people. how pathetic can it be man. the whole csi, cheering, mass dance.. was like.. sian sian and sian.
noone was high. everyone was restless and apathetic. i felt likewise. Maybe because we knew what was coming up, thus, not as excited. hahas.
but however, i'm feeling extremely tired now. despite not having a tiring day. tomorrow would be fun-i hope. cause we're going to town!! haahs. MMM. wonder how is it going to be like.
Hmmm. 10 more days to the day where i can stay out after 11 without getting raided by the police!!! hahahas!!!

Take care guys!!

Sunday, March 18, 2007

8:22 PM

hahas. Today woke up very late. 11 plus. Lols.
Then played bb. Actually supposed to start at one. But then.. we only started at around 3. played all the way till around 7. hahas.
now i'm zonked.
tomorrow school starts.
goodbye to the holidays.
let us start afresh. and continue to strive
we can do it!

Take care guys!!

Saturday, March 17, 2007

10:30 PM

i've nothing to express.
But i wana thank wei chyi for that gift. really appreciated it.
think i'm a bad sis la.
i just cant bring myself to speak up.
introvert.
silence-me.

Friday, March 16, 2007

9:09 PM

6.45 alarm rang. pressed and put it aside as i knew another would go off later. ring.. it went. woke up. met them. as usual, they were late. i'm not saying i wasnt late la. but at least, not as late as them. ok. i am late too. then went for breakfast at white sands. then sent rizal off later. actually i wand to go tekong, but then, in the end jia hao went. hmm. one gone. next year and next two years.. all would have gone. hahas.
then went changi to book chalet. seemed so desolated. construction works still going on. only ours is occupied for now. sort of spooky. haha. then went tampines before heading to vivo. was looking for bags, wallets etc. lots and lots of stuffs.
then went home lor.
goodbye to the holidays.

Take care guys!!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

8:48 PM

Went for masterclass today. Lols. That was what they called it. Travelled all the way to teck wyhe primary school. Six prof. Hahas. One of them whom we met before. hahas. Split up for sectionals. clarinetiests. whOo. that prof was really pro la. If not she wont be called a pro? hahas. sliver mouthpiece leh. cooL. nice tone. everthing. perfect.
They planned to go east coast today- cycle, rollar-blade. I can't go =( had lesson. Why? It's always like that. Still remember while i was in pri 3. They went to pet safari while i had to stay at home for tuition. It's sad. SAD u know. So... i went home la. Of course.. Where else can i go.. right? damn sleepy. slept for around 10 mins. cant sleep for too long. The longer u sleep the more tired u get. so. thats the reason.
had lesson. wonder what are they doing now? on the way home? hahas.
hmm.. tomorrow would be bidding farewell to someone. in 2 weeks time, then he'll be out. hahas. tomorrow there's band. Should i go? sort of lost there la. segregated. generation gap? introvert? hahahas. dont know la. 3 more days to the end of school holidays. bOo hOo hOo.

Take care guys!!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

5:41 PM

imagine opening your mouth for half an hour. i mean literary. wide open. yup. went to ndc today. i had to do that ok. com idiot is still figuring out how to use some programmes. will get to know soon i hope. if not it would be useless. haha. today damn boring day la. nothing to do. practice clarinet for about one hour.
i need songs. in need.
tomorrow. no idea how to spent the day.

Take care guys!!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

11:04 PM

Heyheyhey! hahas.
Yesterday went back to damai. They had band practice. A little sadded. They had four band prac per week. Actually my motive of going back was to teach them. But then because of something, i didnt really teach. At least i manage to teach the 2 sec ones. Although had to explain and explain and explain. The boy la.. yi zhi i think. So playful, not serious. Hahas. Then the girl was more concientious. Already say girl liao ma. Hahas. Then after that went to somewhere near eunos to have dinner. Was meant to be a farewell dinner for our dear friend who is going into tekong. Hahas.
Today went to nus. Hmm. The talks were boring la. Anyway went for fun, my bro was the one. Hahaa. Then went to IT fair to meet friends. I almost lost my way. I had to go alone leh. Hahas. BUt the clever manage to find my way. Hhaas. *clap clap* hahas. Then bought the 1 BG micro sd card for my poor phone which memory is only 3.2 mb. Then bought ipod!! Finally. Since last year till now. Thank you papa!!!! hahas. Then went for dinner. I didnt eat. I drank banana milkshake. Then came home lor.
Tomorrow will be a busy day. haha. I would be busy mendling with the ipod and watching hau yang shao nian shao nu. Aiya. forget about the spelling. Hahas.Yeah! hahas

Take care guys!!

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

10:09 PM

contradicted la. but i've made up my mind. right?
I've applied bio chem h1 econs. the hectic school days are going to start again. endless studying is what life's about for a student. How boring and monotonous.
Today ended school around 10.30. Bought my uniforms. Which costed me 46 bucks. Then went cs to have lunch. Then chit chatted till around 3 before heading for damai. Sadded la. Today damai so few people. All sec threes went for camp. Ah.. i miss the sec 3 camp alot! All the fun we had. How i wished i could go there again. And of course with the same instructors. hahas. Then went to grandmother house. Then came home. Just finished applying for my subject combi. econs or geog? Chose econs in the end. ya. As stated above. hahas. i've got wu zun poster x)))) haha!! k. i'm mad. he's so damn cute la. Hahas. [but i'm cuter =))] hahas. bhb right. lols. I'm like self-entertaining myself la. bonkers. lOls. anyway...

Take care guys!!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

10:29 PM

Basketball!! hahas. yea..
Today used the computor. ATe biscuit. Then felt my chair shaking. I thought the fan was blowing so strongly until my chair was shaking. Then i was like. OMg. whats that man. How come my chair can move buy itself one. Thought was that thing. Hahas. but qijun enlightened me by asking if i felt the tremours. Whoos. Heng ah
Then started asking xj xt all that. And they felt it too. Xj's reason was so damn funny la. Hhas. Then went mac eat lunch before playing basketball. PLayed for a long time. I think from 3 to 8.
ANyway, i got posted to mjc.
So tired. SHall end here.

Take care guys!!

Monday, March 05, 2007

5:35 PM

Awww...
Today went for morning run. Lols. Took a different route this time. But damn tiring la. Cos there's like "mountain"/barriers. Hahas. At first the speed was alright. Then suddenly sh started running. So fast!!! Like. ZOom.. And they were gone. I was like.. HUH???? So fast?? Of course i lagged behind la. Haha. Then when i was so so so exhuasted adn gasping for air.. We reached the overhead bridge. OH MAN!! have to climb up and down???? Then continued. Of course i walked quite a distance. Hahas. Cant blame me x)
Then afterthat ate breakfast. (a cup of milo) haha. Then we walked all the way back home. Actully supposed to go for cg outing. But then, had lesson. Who knows?? The teacher cancelled it.. Haiz.. So.. My com was on from like 11 am till now?? Waste electricity ah.. hahas. So hungry now!!! but have to wait till very very late tonight. Having something on later. Hahas. growl..
Yeay! tommorrow can play BASKETBALL!! finally man!!
Tommorrow also posting results lehs. Actually its not exciting for me as i know i should be getting in mjc. But then.. I feel excited for my friends. hhahas. some people said i've made the wrong choice. But.. I dont know. Everything will go right. please. hahas.
Yup. Actually i thought of changing my blogskin.. But then. I also didnt know what stopped me from doing so. Hahas. Hmmm.. Maybe some other time i will. I'm so bored now. =/
bOo hOo hOo!!!

Saturday, March 03, 2007

10:52 AM

I just cant fathom the way we think. Can anyone?
I guess not even the world's best whoever is able to do so. Maybe its just the way god want us to lead life. Who knows what others are thinking? Do you know what u are thinking? Do you really know yourself?
Aiya. I'm just too bored. I'm just wasting my time. I just cant focus. I'm just.. in deep thoughts..
Contemplate.
Its just weird. PLAIN weird okay.
Humans are weird. They just dont understand. CAnt they just understand??
irritating.
Joint them. just joint the damn neurons.
going to town later.
my wants. when can i ever get them?
cant voice out. no courage. crap.
its all just crap.
ignore it.
HAHAHA!!!

Take care guys!

Thursday, March 01, 2007

5:45 PM

oOo. Its the first of march already! hahas. Time is really passing very quickly. Hahas. Soon the first three months of jc would be over.
Just as we became close, we had to be seperate. It's always like that. What holds it on depends on us. But since fate has brought us together, i believe we share some things in common and will always keep in touch. Just formed the ting tong group today. Lols. I'm ting tong 1. Lols. Shortest and oldest. What the hell right. Hahas. I really dont wana be separate from the ting tong group. Lols. No. Is actually my whole class. Miracles do happen right? So i hope we will somehow end up in the same class. Actually this week quite alot of funny things happened. Lols. The best day was tuesday. So funny. Hahas. We were like so bored so we went to "disturb" the canteen auntie. Lols. Ting tong 3 went to ask the auntie,"auntie ah.. wo yao vita soy bu yao soy" hahas. Then the auntie was like huh?? Then repeated the question. Lols. Then next was the ice-cream. "Auntie ah.. na ke ice cream you yi dian leng.. ke yi reheat ma?" Hahas. Then the auntie was like reheat ah? ice cream bu si hui rong diao?? hahas. And the way she said it was so damn funny la. Then ben was up next. AUntie. banana how much. oh.. 50cent. Bu shi 60 cent ah? nu si la.. kan ni suai give u 50 cent. ahahs. then ben said auntie ah.. ke yi pang wo fry ma? Huh?? fry?? ah.. wo yao goreng pesang.. Lols. we were laughing till on the verge of rolling on the floor la. Hahas. We were so damn high. Hahas. Today was also quite fun la. We entertained ourselves. Hahas.
I'm really gonna miss all these happy moments with u guys man.. With us winning so many awards together. Posting will be out just next tues. And if monday there's no school, we will be together for the last time tomorrow!! Treasure the moments!! It has been great knowing u guys!
Hmm. A level results will be out tomorrow. Wish those taking their results all the best of luck!

Take care guys!!!

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