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my god my god. after so long my legs wobbled.
Ok. last night i offed my phone and then i realised i had forgotten to set the alarm for today. so i on and waited for it to load. who knows, i fell asleep. Lucky crystal messaged me at like 8, which was the time i was suppose to wake up. and luckily enought, i was awoken by the vibrations. then i dilly delly till 9. i was suppose to reach school at 9. Oops.
anyway in the end people reached like around 11. then we practiced our OP
Hmm. the more i practice the worse i get. my god. whats happening?
ok. then we went white sands to have lunch. haha. we had a hard time choosing what to have as we could not have fastfood or spicy stuffs as all of us were like down with soar throat and falling sick. so we landed up in foodcourt, which is also the only place we could go to. had my fish soup mee fen. LOL. Then went library to slack.
back in school for op dryrun at 5.
Oops. was late for band. ate at white sands again. hokkian mee. hehe. the chilli was too tempting that i could not leave it there without eating it.
ok. this is the climax.
boarded fifteeen. alightted at the usual place, the mosque bus stop. haha. today siying decided to alight together as she was lazy to walk home. so we started talking about the op and what time will we end so on and so fourth. i turned to see if any bus was coming. this was when i noticed a guy, i think is poly student, was talking. at first, i thought that he was talking on the phone through those headphones or whatever, but then after looking for those, i realised he wasnt on the phone, and in fact, was talking to us. MY GOD. i thought he was insane or something, or wanted to ask for direction. but i guess he wasnt. he walked towards us as we moved backwards. i did not dare to look at him, i had my back facing him. i looked sideways, to only find im still standing beside me. oh man. i was really damn scared at that moment of time.. i tried to revive our conversation but sy was like run run run. i was like. hmmm. see how? but then he still stood there, perhaps still talking but we could not heaar. he was actuallly mummering which why i thought he was mad. but i think he is really mad ok. oh ya. when we alighted a few others alighted too. one guy went to sit. jus nice, i was facing him and he was looking over here. i was really damn scared, lk any moment i will ask him for help. he looked and i looked back. i think he was about to come to rescue us. but we walked briskly over to his side. i was so afraid that mad guy would just grab me or what. lucky he didnt. had a safe move there. then i turned. 228. ah 228. at first it was going to go straight. i flaged. it signalled. but s could not take that bus. moreover, the driver was indecisive whether to stop to let us board the bus. i was like. my 228. ah.. 228. then we saw 65. the bus was moving so so so slowly. i was frantically flagging for the bus. Like first time in my life i ever did so. 65!! 65!!! i was so scared that guy would just follow us up the bus. then bus door also had difficulty opening. like it took so long to open. RUN!! jumped. up on the bus. Phewwww.. what a sigh of relief. my legs were wobbling and my heart was palpitating ok. and when we looked out, he had walked to the place where the guy was sitting. i wonder what will he do next. terrified la. adding on to the scariness was the so dark atmosphere and that the bus stop was like almost empty. who can we ask help. it is also not possible for us to run. ah. damn scared damn scared. i think i am not going to alight there anymore!
i am so tired. going to sleep soon.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

5:40 PM

its okay if you dont want to talk, but u dont have to spoil my day. the weather's cool and songs are making my day. mugging's like on the way somewhere for tomorrow. the whole year has been a slack for chinese and i dont know how's tomorrow going to be like. tell me then. damn. script still on the way. better go do now. LOLS. wish me luck. i dont know what the hell is wrong so suddenly. ye xu bing dong san chi fei yi ri zhi han.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

9:49 PM

omg. yesterday was hell. why. she didnt tell me why. sh just simply said a no right straight into my face without asking or giving any reasons. i felt as though i was slapped right at the face. how sad. how sad. but i doubt she knew what she had done. alright. i wont ask. although i really wanted it that much. false hope. FALSE. they said i could. but in the end, it wasnt what it was supposed to be. why? i have no idea. ask her. HER. okay. had to ruch the op slides too. man, so much editing that i had to stay up till 2 this morning. LOL. and had to reach school relatively early today-9.35. eh. then continued with op. its been op and op and more op. chi was also op. he wasnt doing anything. then actually wanted bandito but sadly, it was out of stock! man. JOKE la. how can it be out of stock? HAHA. then ended up with zinger- the usual meal. had our FIRST op dryrun today. haha. quite bad la. tongue tight. eh. like that also nervous actual day how. MAN. Then delayed till around 5 before looking longbaos up! haha. o2 jam in the canteen with the vp walking past. Oops. haha! then went macs at white sand. Oh no. before that. we were almost killed by a SOCCER ball. it flew just in front of me? as quoted by eye-witnesses. LOLS. i think the plot is up on one of the longbaos blog. LOLS. or maybe even at longbao blog. As stated in the story, i am supposed to be dead because of my fast reaction that moved to the wrong direction. WTH. haha. four dead long baos with the other two as eye-witnesses. HAHAHA. at macs we were so noisy. HAHA. and there were people studying for A level. Oops sorry man. haha. its not our fault. haha! lets take a look at the "dead" longbaos. WAHAHA.

LOL the four "dead" baos

the eye-witnesses..

HAHA.

GAY!!

SHOCKED!!

HUH?!!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

9:22 PM

HAHAHA. Late night sleeps result in oversleep. which was what happened today. Luckily the meeting time was changed to 12. HAHA. if not i would be late. and oh oh. lucky kw called. if not i would still be sleeping. HAHA. luckily he cut off just as i answered if not my sleepy voice. WAHAHA. funnny i didnt wake up when the first message by crystal was sent. o.o school! haha. OP slides were sort of ready by today. no dryruns yet for my group. oh no. scripts! scripts! gotto write them out tomorrow. i am just so lazy. crap. push me! ARG!!
opopop. youtubeyoutubeyoutube. and its like 5 plus. went to meet the longbaos at bandroom. HAHA. omg we went toilet. was spooked. EEEE. ok, not going think about that. HAHA. today went grandma house. hmmm. yups, that about it.
ah sian. sian. sian. next mon. my god. i dont know how am i suppose to go through that. HELPssss. i need loads.
weird. plain weird. and it just evolve round and round like that? i cant take that. i'm not that strong.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

9:20 PM

haha. omg. i am so so dead. suppose to be doing I & R and OP. but i was playing. o2 jam and basketball. haha. shit man. i am going to start op now. if not tml's dry run would be mad.

12:33 PM

Last night came back too tired to blog.
okay. so i shall start off with friday.
wr submission day. so many people were rushing last min work. my group included due to some errors. luckily everything went smoothly and we manage to hand in in peace. lOl. was bored so decided to watch some funny videos on youtube but then in the end simin's group was using my laptop as they still had much undone. okay. then went off for band. eh. choatic. nevermind. so in the end we just did sectionals on our own. -_- suppose to go to chalet but then was delayed till like 7 due to their group. Hmmm. Frantic. Actually wanted to leave the laptop to them but then hmmm. was afraid that my dad wont allow. so christine and me left first. rushed. woots! then took 21 and on the way to chalet. but was quite tired. upon reaching. haha. was quite scared la cause of the errie surroundings. the misty and cold weather and was just dimly lighted but some lamppost.
bbq had not even begun. Hmm. it was already around 10 i guess. then helped out a little. too many people were there so. Hmmm. actually nothing much to elaborate on the chalet. cause people just went to sleep and played little card games. hmm. they slept at the reception. Then we went off to iris's house. walked all the way there despite being so sleepy -_-
then yay! sleeping time. was so much nicer so sleep. hhaa except that the air con was a little too cold! haha. slept till around 12. bathed and ate lunch. hhaa. the fried rice was delicious. ahha! then we went cycling and to the playground. swing! haha! long time since i ever swung myself. then went back and watch maltilda and then ate dinner and then the show. wa! fat ah! keep eating and sitting. then we went up chit chatted a little then left for our cosy beds. haha! we should just camp more at iris's house! haha. there goes our 15 dollars. haha!
and now there's more to worry. i&r as well as OP.

Friday, October 19, 2007

12:28 AM

shoick ah. pw choinging. actually i realised it was quite fun afterall. although it is damn pissing. haha. the need to choing. woots. i am mad arnt i? LOL. chinese is so like going to be dead. the teacher arnt doing anything. oh man. and i wont do things unless i am forced. please force me to. then was slacking away walking here and there. yay! and gotta eugene to help us da bao food. hehe! shoick ah! haha. plus bubble tea! hehe. was so high with bernice and sam today la. haha. because of the OGL interview. we kept practicing. wa liew. in the end what came out was not what i practiced. arg. so damn embarassing la. LOLs. oh ya. i think our wr is like finally going to be done. all thanks to crystal. haha. Hmm. then went out for dinner to celebrate choy birthday. lols. everyone's calling her that. at least it sounds better than kuku. right? haha!! hmmm. the OGL interview was a little crappy. eh. i know my points are like all around. but who cares, its not any compo. haha! free writing leh. ahha! yupyup. we went tm ate at some chinese restuarant. eh. was doing pie charts just now. haha! quite fun eh! woots!! haha! siao liao la. so high today like shit hahaha!
OPOPOP!! there's still OP.
weeeeeee~~~~~~~~~ siao le

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

9:07 PM

sick. and sick.
wr. and wr.
op. and op.
band. and band.
wow. what great life.
tomorrow gonna have OGL interview. woots~
then to somewhere to celebrate leader of da long bao birthday. haha.
slept till 12 today la. but still feeling sick and tired.
oh wells.
i could just look.
good things never last. will they? i had hoped so. but apparently it didnt.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

10:58 PM

yay! today can wake up later than usual. then went to school. wasnt feeling that well la. had flu and felt as though had fever. hmmm. chinese lesson. did nothing. was suppose to do the chinese paper but was not that well to have the mood to do. then waited and waited for our savour-mr tan! wahaha! our wr is like. op has not started. so, we are in deep trouble ina sense. then kwang started blowing up balloons. or should i say pumping. haha! then bears, swords. wow. suddenly we were "fighting" with the swords. haha. LAME la. haha. imagine jc students doing that. u cant right? haha. but we actually did that. haha. so high la! haha. yay! and i got a blue bear! and then suddenly a heart was added on. followed by leaves? haha. yay! damn cute!!

then went for band. haha. so funny la today. played incantation and dance. hehe. clarinet did well! woots!

i am so going to start on OP` oh man. I LOVE PW! so so much.

Monday, October 15, 2007

9:09 PM

Had to be up early to do my part of the wr. Finally i completed and i lost the file. I couldnt find it. and i was late. so i decided to dl the file again and save it and see where it goes. but at that point i did not know it would replce my file as i thought an edited version would prompt the computor to ask if u would like to replace the file. so, unknowingly, i hard work was washed down the drain. sighs.
Went to meet the long baos. eh. i deleted what i typed apprantly cant be said. haha. yup. then we met at macs. hahas. actually we were suppose to be kboxing today la. but due to the holiday, the rooms were fully booked. sigh again. we decided to have sushi buffet but the emo bao was not feeling well. so, there goes our buffet. went to swensens. haha! i had chicken bake rice. yumyum. haha. then was topless five! lol. he five of us.. the other three. hmmm. looking at us enjoy ur ice cream! hehe.
then arcade again! woots! played bb, the jurasic park thing and those dance mat thing and drum set thing. haha. my first time. eh. abit lack la. cause its like been there since primary school days. haha. nvrm. had a great time.
and we were doing cheers also. haha.
good luck to those who are going for the OGL interview tomorrow. haha.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

11:16 PM

Actually wanted to change my blogskin yesterday, but then due to too many things to do, the template is just half way done. Haha! today went out one whole day, so didnt manage to use the com till like now. hahaa.
yesterday had house warming over at maurice's house. haha. bbq!! then took lots of photos. hee. his camera is so damn cool. so fast. its just u cant get away that type. LOL. we stayed till quite late. ah. going home was scary la. we had to walk past those old houses that had windows half open. so errie. and we starting running and screaming. eeek. scared the freak out of me la. haha. was so tired so i just went to sleep. hehe. and also had to wake up early for today.
oh ya! today morning went to jog since evening we couldnt. aiya. i only completed 2.4km today, which is i think less then half of what i did the last two weeks, maybe because this time was running faster. then rushed home and out to rizal's house. lol. Hmmm. 12 people went. haha. then played games throughout. some were damn lame la haha! the most exciting and hilarious parts were the forfeits! wahaha. damn funny.
and so we went on playing games from once we reach till we left. so its like six hours of non-stop playing. haha. how long haven i done that? uh. i really dont know. LOL
Hmmm. then reach home like 9.30. wa lots of things i haven do! haha. Hmmm. but its also quite late already. gah!
Oh ya. jus now christine showed me this vidoe on youtube. this 6 yr old girl. she's just fabulous. her vocal and vocab. wow. its unfathomable. i think she speaks better than me ok. no kidding. hehe! tml going kbox with longbaos! haha. i swear i will be high. my god. i think i am already now~ weeee~~

Friday, October 12, 2007

9:39 PM

how great. pw all the way today. However, did nothing much. Just mending some parts of the wr. 2 members gone. 1 wondering. haha. anyway its no use for full attendence as there wast much to discuss. Was suppose to start on OP i guess, but we didnt afterall. then mr tan could only meet us at 3.30, which is like so late. Slacked most of the time. blah.
So many people went off. Then was looking at xj playing her lame farming game which she find it fun and amusing! LOLS. Then they went home.
I stayed in school. Haha. partly because of the wr and to wait for some long baos! LOLS. There we go. airport. hehe. Ate at the stuff canteen. Oh man. the wanton mee totally sucks la. Ok la not that it is so bad, but, it is quite bad. LOL. Then went off to mac. Actually wanted to use the internet connection to play games or do stuffs. but sadly, we could not log in. Haha! So we went off to popeyes. Ate bread while the others ate the meals. My god. so full after the second one. Still had one more left. so tired. yawns. and i am falling asleep as i type this blog. its still so early ok. because i just had 4 hours of sleep on the air bag which released air as i slept. resulted in interrupted sleep and of course headache today. nevertheless. was HIGH! woots!

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

11:44 PM

Just as i thought. yea. u for bio. quite sad la. i thought i could do better for my essay. its like one word gone and one mark gone. went to popeyes for lunch today. yummy~ then went for band. played incantation and dance. haha! i like it! whoooo! but they said it wasnt nice. lol. thrilling it was! wahaha! but band ended super early today la LOLS.. then longbaos went to macs for dinner. Laughed as usual! lol. eh. the pianist bao complaining that my blog so short like anyhow. LOLS. so i am going to mak it longer as usual. haha. longer already right? lols.
Hmmm. they didnt ask for me results. and of course i am not going to initiate. for all i know i might just get scoldings and naggings. they wont understand will they?
anyway, i might be promoted. but, i think i am advanced. i hope so. one u wont hurt that much i hope. if not i dont know what to say or what to do. i really hope my whole classs will be promoted. of course the long baos! and the band.
i've lost the ability to be able to write an essat blog. all my posts are now so short. LOLS. or should i say its succint. haha! practising for wr and summary. exploded man. we have over 6000+ words. have to cut like mad. Wohooo~
so random. lols. lately it has been different. dont seem to see them. if u realised i've just changed topic. oh wells. my life. it pisses me.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

8:31 PM

yea? dooms day?
but the first paper cheered my day up. at least i know my gp passed.
i shall just cheat myself now.
passed because of the so lenient marking. and if not for my aq and summary, i would have gotten like 18 like i have always gotten.
but compo failed la. damn
then. econs. as expected.
math. i knew i didnt do well. but. y. its just 2 marks know.
to satisfy.
sad okay.
chem.
knew it.
i dont dare to think about bio.
its suicidal i tell u.
mcq is like tikaming all the way.
if i passed mcq. its purely by luck. yea. LUCK. i think i could do less then 10 of them. its pathetic isnt it. my only hope is essay. if it wont help me. there goes my u.
oh well. chem was super duper boring! i was doozing off once again.
damn shit. things are always like that. why. u suck. my god. its me. look. look here. cant it be me? i really do hope so. it seemed like yesterday. but i've got this feeling it wont happen again. i hope it does. u suck la. MYGOD

Monday, October 08, 2007

9:00 PM

hey. this sucks man.
sucks totally.
failed chinese. wth!
lucky overall i passed.
dooms dat tomorrow.
hopefully its not as bad i as thought.
there's no us for econs.
thank god.
arg!!!
and now its pwpwpw and more pw
its driving me crazy okay.
rarrrr!!!

Saturday, October 06, 2007

9:42 PM

supposed to go vj's openhouse today. apparently we did not cause sleeping was so in need. Lol!!
so i went to play basketball at fscc. So long since i played with them. Today played with a new group of people! haha.
oh man. i think the rubberbands hurt me till headache. or isit because of playing bb?
arg!

Friday, October 05, 2007

10:57 PM

oOops. Woke up shocked today! sky was already so bright. 8.30. supposed to be in school singing the nation anthem la! Then rushed all the way. Lucky today was open house. Haha. and the gate wasnt lock! hahas. went to bandroom. Lols. played the same songs again. Oh man. lips are really in great pain!
so hot and stuffy was the linkway! and our first performance was like to ourselves! haha! cause there wasnt much people then. then had to rush off to ndc. Sad sad. Missed all the fun. Back in school about 4 plus.
almost everything ended. had mass dance in the end, which they said attendance was to be taken. If not i think i would not have gone down la. was quite high lol!
triton won! congrats! haha..
then was our madness time again haha! was dancing madly in the bandroom! mygod. we were spotted! wahaha!
then went to downtown for dinner at subway. Oh man. i'm getting fat. yes. shit.
zonked.
ps. sorry gf and yl! asked u all to come but i wasnt around.
hmmmm. finally everything is over. man. next week. dooms week.
hopefully my results satisfies the criteria to be promoted.
oh wells

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

10:50 PM

Whooohoo~~
Anyone wana have six pecs? can come join mjc's laughing club! lols.
Sat at hong kong cafe for three hours laughing none stop! waahaha! i think the shop keepers around thought that we have lose our sanity! LOLS!
seriously laughing like mad people.
lips are rotting also la! too long nvr tounch my clar, playing straight 5 hours is like a torture to my lips. Es when braces are pressing against it like nobody business! haha. ouch*
sian. wr wr wr.
ARg!

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

12:03 AM

LOLS!
ok. it has passed twelve midnight. so that means what i am talking about is yesterday already! aha. ok. later gotta band. Woohoo! after such a long time. haha!
Ok. yesterday went to bugis to look for bags. But sadly, we could not find anything that suit us. Haha. So we left off for suntec to get donuts!! muahaha!
Leg was already hurting yet we still cant find donut factory! arg! finally we found it. Luckily the queue was not long. haha! then bought donuts! woohoo~~ nice nice!
afterthat bought a prezel! woo! cinnamon flavour. my favourite! hehe!
long time since i went to my granmother house. Today i went. Haha. That place is just full of memories. Sense of nostalgia. Hmmmm.
i got to do my wr, before i get killed. muahaha!

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