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    Monday, June 30, 2008
    One more paper! 10:40 PM

    Today was draining! Two three hours paper. Can you imagine? Killing brain cells for six hours and not forgetting we must write super fast so that we can complete the paper.
    Math really did drive me crazy. And i only realised grave mistakes made when christine said, Var is add together! Then i was like OH MY GOSH! Ah crap. The Mathematical Induction and Maclaurin's series were quite screwed up. I hate MI when we have to determine our own functions. Cause most of the time, i have a hard time deriving them :(
    Two hours of "break", which we had to mug on econs since most of us haven't even complete reading the notes, let alone memorizing. I neglected lots of notes. Decided to read and recap some of international trade and glabalisation. But time was zooming fast to quickly and i had no time to look through some other topics. PANIC! When suddenly i forgot everything about balance of payments. Expenditure reducing? Expenditure switching? AHHH!
    Settled down. Saw the essay and was kind of relieved as at least i can do a part of the question of FTA x) Cause i just read it during the break. Hmmm, but the case studies were quite screwed. I hope i can pass. For one time please.
    Tomorrow gonna be the last paper! At least for mid years. Rejoyce! Shall induge myself with yummies and go for some movie marathon! hohoho!
    I shall continuing with my chemistry.
    I LOVE chemistry. Don't i? haha

    Sunday, June 29, 2008
    Still excited over my blogskin 4:36 PM

    I've finally editted my blogskin, or rather, changed a new one. I found this template rather nice and i liked it. The picture isn't the original one. It's taken by my nokia 6233 (if i dont remember wrongly) on the day of mjcsb2007 syf. So, i does hold fond memories. My phone camera is just like any other ordinary camera with just 2 megapixels, and ironically, it produced such a good image. Haha. Maybe it's the photographer, you know. Haha. Right. After using the old laggy template for so long, thanks to me, i've hung 382746182 people's computers. Serve you right stalkers! HAHA! Alright, i'm just exaggerating, it doesnt make sense that so many people visited my blog. And, you arent hallucinating or having an illusion, i've really changed my blogskin. Haha. And for stalkers, congrates, cause your computer will no longer hang. I felt weird when my blog loaded so fast cause i had to refresh once always before it would slowly blend out the images from the pixelated orangy-yellow skin.
    Does Heaven and Earth jasmine green tea actually cause insomnious? Cause i couldn't sleep last night. I don't know the reason why. I went to bed at 2 and rolled like some popiah to left and right for almost an hour, played games on my handphone, yet i couldn't fall asleep. Unless it's due to my afternoon nap. Hur. Weird. And my thoughts ran wild! Like from life is never fair to anything that came up to my mind and to why i still can't sleep! I wanted to get off my bed and do some mugging, as mugging never fail to make me sleep, but was too lazy to get out of my cosy bed. HAHA. And i think i rolled till quite early in the morning. Nevertheless, i didn't manage to get into some deeeeeeep sleep. I kept waking up for some strange reasons. Can't be that i'm too stressed up right! Cause it's been a long time since i tried so hard to fall asleep. Almost picked up my phone and start messenging some nocturnal friends, but sadly my phone was charging and decided not to disrupt it. So well, somehow i fell asleeep, finally.
    Was doing math when my friend suddenly called and ask if i was going to watch movie. _____(fill in with your own words) Funny thing is that they didnt even asked before that o.O Anyhow, human nature has already cultivate us to get use to things, so, of course, i felt likewise. Just that it disrupted me studying cause i can't wait for mid years to be over to catch wanted!
    Two more days. Just concentrate!
    I CAN DO IT!
    Jiayou to all!

    Friday, June 27, 2008
    12:02 PM

    It sucks. Totally. Spent my time memorizing and knowing the facts but in the end, i got it all mixed up. I bet the teachers will be laughing away at my answers! It doent make sense at all. tDNA incoperated into host cell genome? Totally rubbish! Saw the word SCID yet i coulnt even fathom what was it represented. Now i will. Severe Combined Immunodeficiency Disease. This is saddening. And i foresee my econs being screwed up again this time round, though i know i cant let this happen.
    So far i think i have screwed up most of my papers. Hell.



    i want that life that i see. not what i am having now :(
    but i shall treaure the life i have now since god gave me what i deserve :)

    Saturday, June 14, 2008
    9:25 PM

    Gay day that's today.
    And the security guard stalked us! And he did this for no good reason. Totally nonsensical. Last week we were over at the atrium all the way till band ended. Walked up the slope and was held back by him.
    "GIRLS GIRLS! Stop there!"
    We almost ran off. Then he started to threaten us.
    "I SAY STOP THERE DID U HEAR ME? U BETTER STOP!"
    wth, so we stopped and listen what he has got to say.
    "Where are you going? I am going to lock up the gates already!"
    We were going to ____
    "Who are you? Why u going there? I saw u three at the atrium since morning till now, where u going? Band activity has all ended. I see people going home."
    We are from ____
    And he continued to nag on. WL so stalker!
    And then today.
    We were all along studying at the bridge, which was above him so i think he didnt see us. But sadly, there was fogging on and we ran like some casualties to the toilet!
    "OHHHH! The mist is coming! Runnnnnnnn!!"
    Hid in the toilet before we decided to go back out.
    "We are going out to the mist! We'll be back!" LOL
    Okay, so we continued. And so coincidentially, we really needed the toilet to get back to hide due to the second round of fogging! And that slow pok choy was still stuck on her sit as she had difficulty putting on her slippers! LOL Once again, we rannnnnn! Omg, i think we are like some bonkers group of people. And highing over photos. HAHA.
    soooooo cuteee!
    Oh ya, let me continue on with the stalkerish guard. He spotted us as we headed back to our table after the second hide-out. Then he said," why are you all up here? don't think u all can just any-o-how use the facilities. Last week i saw you all at the atrium, this week u all use up here. Dont think u all can anyhow use the facilities. I need to lock up the place."
    Uncle, very hot la, we need the fan
    "Atrium also have fan what"
    Cannot on leh
    "WHO SAY CANNOT ON? ONE WHOLE ROWS OF FAN. WHO TELL YOU CANNOT ON. YOU CAN ONLY STUDY ON THE FIRST LEVEL. AND ONE FAN ENOUGH? and he repeats his line again TODAY IS SATURDAY AH, U DONT ANYHOW USE THE SCHOOL FACILITIES. GO EVERYWHERE. I NEED TO LOCK UP AH. LATER I LOCK U CANNOT GO DOWN U DONT SAY WHERE IS UNCLE.
    zzz, as if we dont know when does ____ ends. Uncle, we will leave when ___ ends.
    "WHAT? GO DOWN NOW. YOU WANT TO STUDY GO STUDY BENCHES. NOT ALLOWED TO USE THE SECOND FLOOR. "
    ... whatever. he never stops he claims that we are misuing the school's facilities when we are just occupying one table on the 2.5 floor. And judging by the way he reprimanded us, studying in the atrium was wrong. finally he said " U ALL ANYHOW WALK HERE WALK THERE. MUST BE J1 RIGHT."
    HAHAHA fine. as if j1 would do this (study in school)
    -_-
    Met ch after band and we went off. As we walked past him, he was sort of glaring at us, ogling. siao. and ch heard him saying somthing. And we decided to try the fans to see if it's really working. The other time none of the fans worked. Oops, the fans are working. He started to walk towards us. soooo, we RANNNNNN! woooo~ When we decided to stop choy said he was following us! eeee! so we RANNNNNN again! out of school. HAHHA
    wooo~ so fun.
    Mel called. We laughed as though we were some out-of-control hyenas.
    He actually thought mel and the rest were us! Is this supposed to be some kind of joke? LOL!
    "Why you turn on the fans and run away?"
    the thing is we did switch off the fans! And we ran because he looked so scary!
    "where are u all from? do you know them?"
    hahhaa. and oops! i think we are blacklisted! wahaha. for studying in school.
    ha, so fun! all the running. i guess i miss playing catching :)
    went to ehub then to downtown.
    so damn tired.
    phillwinds concert tomorrow x)

    Friday, June 13, 2008
    10:51 PM

    It's friday the thirteenth! Anyhow, it's just about one more hour to the fourteenth of june, which also means 8 more days to mid years. And omg. It's getting tougher and tougher to concentrate, moreover the erratic weather further add on to the already bad conditions to study in. It has been freaking hot. And the fan is like speed 2 blowing directly at me yet i am feeling super hot! I need the aircon. really. maybe i should go hunting for a comfy place to study at. x)

    Tuesday, June 10, 2008
    11:46 PM

    f-up. boiling. the rain has yet to calm me down. now i see it. haha. madness.

    10:24 PM

    I WANT MORE SLEEP!

    It came so suddenly. The rain. It came torrenting down. Right now it still is. As i stand by the window, looking out at the raindrops falling, i wished i could be slumbering in my cosy bed. BUT I CANT! It would be too much a cost! bleah. I just love that sight-raindrops falling, of course. And listening to the sound of rain. pitter-patter. diminuendo-ing and creasendo-ing. Ah, it's raining as though the whole sky is dropping. And the sky now is ORANGE in colour, or rather, the clouds are orange. Grey under black is orange? I didnt know. oh well.

    Monday, June 09, 2008
    8:17 PM

    Went for dental and apppt was delayed like for 30 mins. Crap. Was feeling super sleepy althoughi slept so much. They tightened further. ahhh! hopefully i can get it out of my mouth real soon. It's been a long time since i've seen my mouth cleared of stuffs HAHA. Alright.
    Then went to meet jk and jh for lunch ar vari nice before going to damai. Was super eager to go back. Donkey years since i've stepped in. Familiar sights. ohwell. and the band.
    Tutored this cute little boy who was apathetic about band. sad. he did well, considering this is his second time touching the instrument. haha. played the clar with b40. x) without crown today. stayed till band ended. hmmm, hopefully they work harder and produce better music. haha. think i wont be going back so soon, maybe after As? haha.
    and i haven studied a single shit today. so dead. i am. gtg.

    Saturday, June 07, 2008
    10:24 PM

    Aye, suddenly have the urge to blog, although it's just a few sentence, but, it still make up a post. Seriously, i hope i can just fail with decent grades. Of course i'm aiming for passes in my subjects. But from past experiences, the more i studied, the worst i did. how demoralising. right. Mugging or rather, "mugging" these few days haven been effective. Less than a chapter a day. -_- someone safe me please. and i am super tired. my eyes are closing. i should just go to sleep. like NOW. it's early.
    gay smile and ants never fail to make us high! cause seriously i think we are going mad staring at the same note for the whole day when nothing seems to get absorbed.
    and as i continue to blog, i seem to get more awake. i should try doing another math question, and i bet i will just scribble some nonsense before my forehead kisses my desk.
    and yea! i finally get to play my clarinet again. Like after 16284625291 weeks.
    I MISS MY CLAR x)

    ps: i am too lazy to upload pics. pardon me!

    Tuesday, June 03, 2008
    8:19 PM

    Late nights these few days. And damn it, the sleeping craze is back! I'm gonna get out of home, whereby lappy would be out of sight and it would too uncomfortable for me to sleep.
    Sunday went to east coast to celebrate stacey's birthday. HAHA. ate at the hawker centre there. Nice food ma. It's been a long time since i met up with them, kinda lost touch with them. right? we've, nope, actually, i have been always missing the meetings due to packed schedule, or rather, poor time management. haha. anyway, we chatted and had a great time. reached home past midnight. ooops!
    Yesterday was a tiring day! I was totally zonk by the 3 hours of math lesson and followed by 2 hours of chem lesson. Luckily there was pizza to perk us up during lunch! All thanks to Mr Chua! And we were quite restless. All of us were looking forward to the class bbq later on that day! so exciting! okay, so chem was finally over and we headed off to parkway to get the food. awww, if not for us, ben would be doing the shopping alone? LOL! and we had a hard to deciding what to buy due to the tight budget. haha. done with shopping and to ben's house! ok, i have to admit i really got a shock when i saw his dog. i was scared! simply because his dog was super big and had a fierce look! a german shepherd duh, what do u expect. haha. but his dog is different, it was so gentle and didnt even bark! it behaved totally like some good little doggie just like my doggie!! haha. ok, but i was still scared. it's teeth was so sharp and long. so goddamn scary! haha, and this proved i am scared of dogs! crap! hahaha. fire-starting time!! played bridge! i finally know how to play bridge! haha. boon or bane? LOL. anyway, took over the cooking of food and brought back the luminous orange charcoals! food cooked much faster and nicer! wahahaha! haiya, but too bad i didnt get to eat. zzz. oh well, that's bbq. took photos! unglam unglam! haha. and we played mafia. Many of them went home before they missed the last bus. haha. but the few of us stayed back to play a last game of guessing numbers to finish up the remaining otahs. haha. and then was clearing up. ben's mother is so kind! she actually fetched us home. it was already 12.30. THANKS ALOT! if not i think we would have to walk home HAHA. and oops. reached home like 12.40. fatique. muscles aching from the fanning! haha. what weak arms i've got.
    and today, just spent my whole day sleeping. crap. should have gone out to study. i practically didnt complete anything. and damnit. mid year is just 20 days away. where's that sense of urgency?
    WAKE UP LINGMEI!
    and this is totally yeeks! the stupid bbq smell just cant be washed away! i've washed my hair like 3 times? but the goddamn smell just wont go away. rarr! shall upload photos some time later!

    IRIS! send me photossss!! x)))

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