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Thunderstorm. Global warming? Just a few more hours before March arrives, yet it's still raining as though it's the monsoon season. The monsoon season should have ended. Right?
Anyhows, i woke up uber late today. Although it's not like i slept right through. 11.45, nearly twelve. LOL What a pig. My sleeping time is getting screwed once again. It's shifting backwards. Haha. And i don't know it is the rain or what, my internet connection seems to be having some problems. I kept getting disconnected the last three days. Damn. It's pretty frustrating because i was chatting/watching dramas. Okay, not that i am doing some important things, but still, irritated huh. And maybe this was a sign for me to go to bed.
Played basketball. Perhaps one or two matches? It was way too crowded. haha. So i ended up watching fated to love you again. Haha. Ok, it didn't feel that bad rewatching cause it was still funny. LOL Overcrowded coffee shop and there was no space to sit. Bad weather ma. Haha. Cravings!
lalalala~

Strange weird crazy. Anyway i almost missed my stop when i was sleeping on the bus. Luckily i woke up in time! Met up bandits for dinner which was supposed to be celebrating jk's end of exam and start in his internship? HAHA. Dined at Astons. No photos cause stacey brought her cam without batteries! HAHA And noone bothered using their phone. So well, it shall be like that. Taking photos with people you dont usually take with does feel weird huh. Feels as though it's a long time since i last cam whored. haha.
I shall start job hunting soon again. people please check your mails and give me a call ya!
Sleepy. Oh gosh. And i didn't realised it's almost one! I need my beauty sleep.
AND DAMN IT MOSQUITOES! I'M NOT YOUR SUPPER OK!

Supposed to have an early morning, to meet xj. Haha. But don't know what happened to her. Haha. Did she fall asleep or what? HAHA. Was messenging half way then she disappeared. So i went to sleep in my changed attire. Rained despite the bright sun again. Went to meet tina, crystal and egg for pool :) Played for about six hours. Crazy right, play for so long! Haha. Yay, i ended the game so nicely! Blue ball, red ball then black ball! I think it was the first and last time today i hit three balls in consistently! Woo. Of course, i gave many free balls today too! So generous huh!

20 laps today! If we didn't miscount. And now i am so chao ta. o.O Itchy itchy. Yakun for lunch :)
Then to the madhouse. HAHA. A ride back to bedok-sleeping time. Before going to the other mad house.
I've been in the scorching hot sun and thunderstorm today. So hot that i got sun burnt ( eh, maybe only ah cause my back is damn red) and i got drenched in the rain! And because the sun was to high up in the sky today, although there were some dark clouds, it didnt appear to me that it would rain. And so, i didn't bring along an umbrella together with me.
My grandmother told me:
How can you don't bring your umbrella? Although the sun so hot, it can also rain one what. Just like people. Laughing so happily for this moment, next moment, black face already. Okay. This is so true right.
Another early morning tomorrow. Yay, i'm going to watch my BBF already!

Sometimes, i think i am just wasting my precious time away. Though i'm on a part time job, but yea, i still need other sources of income. So! SOMEONE PLEASE EMPLOY ME CAN!
Anyway, something funny happened. Nah, it's not really funny. Irritating somehow. I actually got caught by a principle not of my own school. How many years of education? Since nursery till end of jc? Not once i was caught for attired. I'm not saying my dress code is totally perfect. Haha. Actually i think mine sucks cause during pe lessons in mj, i never had my pe shirt tucked in throughout the lesson once. Haha. Oops. Ya, so, i was caught wearing not so appropriate attire. What the hell. So i am expected to dress so nicely. ok. I will.
And what's with the keep looking at the list. Gawd. I must stop. Don't even try to. Arg. damn damn damn. Some things can't be said. Too open. Too many stalkers. HAHAHA

I wanted to blog about this a few days ago, in case i forgot about it. But apparently, i forgot to blog about it. haha. It's some random dream i had on Thursday night? Or was it Friday night. The dream went like that:
We were at my grandmother house (includes cow, hong, me, some random Meiden people which includes AKIRA) haha. I know this is weird. And it was the last day they were in Singapore. So we were taking photos in the kitchen. I don't know why was it there. Perhaps because earlier in the day i was there, and had taken photos there. Haha. Ok. So we were taking photos. That's all i could remember. Haha.
Anyway, i'm excited. To be able to play with those i once played with in the band :) April come soon. But not. I don't want to get my results. Nightmares! I can see Mr Lee's smirk. Just that face-that face that he always show me when i can't answer the damn question or when i get back the ungraded test papers :( This is so scary.
Happy moments. Memories. Emo songs. Nice nice. Childhood memories are always the best. But this might not be true anymore! All we see now is lessons lessons and more lessons. But this can't be helped i guess. I really cannot fathom what would it be like in the future. Entries to universities are already As and more As now. So if someone is ever to get a B next time, what does it mean? It's so weird. A is like something you cannot leave without. Just the alphabet song, it can't be completed without A.
Revolution, evolution. Madness. Craziness. Simplicity? Contemplatable (invented by me)

Carrot clarinet?
I love to make one. HAHA



All the favourite! This is so cool la! Playing with 40 50 clarinets!




Went for NTUSB's concert. Hmmm. I like Saga Maligna most. haha.

Repertoire:
Minerva by Jan Van der Roost
Fantasy on a Japanese Folk Song by Samuel R. Hazo
Atmospheres by John Golland
Gloriosa (Movements 1-3) by Yasuhide Ito
Hollywood Milestones
Saga Maligna by Bert Appermont
The Inn of Sixth Happiness by Munetoshi Senoo

Was like that lor. haha.

Back to mj, weird? Quite. Saw the j1s, reminding me of 2 years ago. Only girl in maroon skirt, in the mids of greens and whites and blues. So lonely, so scary. Screwed batch leh.
Anyway, that's not the main point. Went for sso concert at esplanade! It was really nice. bravo :)
The tone, the mallowness, the tonguing, the coordinations. omg. one day, i will play like that. haha! one day. yes. one fine day.

Firstly,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JEN KAEN!

*we will help you achieve your second wish* hahaha

For the other 2 wishes, hope they come true :)

Continuing:
Yay, jogging today :) Congrates to myself for waking up. Sort of force myself to wake up. Talking about the results just makes me feel like i am in a big mess. Sighs. Just a few days of working really did tire me out. I really need to find some part time jobs, for i will be penniless. And i still need to go out for meals and meet-ups. Hopefully i can get my pays soon :)
Anyway, received urgent messages this morning and so i had to rush down to fill up some form for i will not get my pay anytime soon. Since cow said till he was so stingy. I was late, by 5 mins? or 10 mins? Thanks to sweeping the floor huh. Haha. Saw egg on the bus. Didn't join them for pool though. Didn't really have the mood to play. Went to my grandmama house to help her out. Made these! Whatever you call these. Taopok + meat










Heh, from parkway to buang kok to bedok. Bus bus train bus bus. So fun eh. So tired that i slept in all the bus rides. Had to get a coffee to stay awake. Haha. Pokka had coffee? Since when?
Anyway, the little monsters in the mad house is getting under control. Kids are kids. Haha. They bully, they cry, the complain. A teacher will just 敷衍them, like orh orh. ok. Come, sit down. Haha. So bad, i know. Anyway some teachers really have a sense of humour. Haha. "since you like to kick so much, you should make full use of your legs. Go join soccer." & "since you like to talk so much, band isn't for you. You should go and join some talking club and you can be the president." haha. I wanted to laugh so badly, but too bad, i couldn't. Haha. And the kids said choy and i look alike. Really? Maybe ah. That time we mistook ourselves of her being me in one of the photos. LOL Aye, working is really no fun :(
I feel myself getting sick. I better not. More sleep :)

Yay, this is my 500th post!Anyway, went for band practice today. Damn. My skills are really deteriorating! Need more practice! Once a week is really not enough! Stop being lazy! Lunch at pasta before taking a long bus ride home. Slept on the way. Haha. Sleepy. Finally, i am able to start exercing again! Jogging with xt and xj! First time with bamboo la! HAHA More more more! And swimming soon! HAHA












I totally forgot today was friday the thirteen. The funny thing is i knew today was friday, and i know the date was thirteen, just that the thought of friday the thirteen didn't come to my mind. I had only realised it when i heard my colleges talking about it. Anyway i didn't really think anything bad would happen until i went for tuition. That kid was sleeping, well, pretending to be asleep, and i had to pull him out of bed. Literary PULL. Turn the mattress over, pull his hands, snatch the pillows and bolsters away. What? I became his mum? Today's lesson was freaking boring. I really don't know what to do. And i realised something when i was about to go home. And this is really sway. I can't say. Haha. It's friday the thirteen anyway :)

I am finally partially employed! But still looking for more part time jobs. Anyone has lobangs? The stacks of data with the tini weeny numbers really made my eyes crossed-eyes. And staring at the computer for nine hours is no joke. But, only till the end of this week-fri. After that, i must be on job hunt again. Sigh. Today went to North Vista Pri Sch. The flats/condos nearby were so nice! So new so beautiful, so peaceful. Taught the kids. Man, they are really playful! Went to meet sy to go suntec to buy her blades, and we encountered this super rude plus no customer service salesman. He expect the customer to do everything by themselves. What service is that? Is it service at all? LOL She wanted to not buy the blades, but bought it anyhow. Met the rest to celebrate val's birthday-yesterday. Had Fish & Co. Oh man, everyday, i eat this type of food. I am really getting a BIG tummy soon. NOT!!!! My throat still sort of hurt. roar! There's work tomorrow. Glad for the money, dread for the boredemness. JIA YOU!

Look at the thick stack of paper! Due to my lousy phone camera, i bet you cant



... and i just had a diarrhoea :( NOTTTTT!!!

Finding something meaningful to do, yet i just stared at the computer screen for the whole afternoon. Met my classmates and we went christina's house. haha. Finally get to see her doggy. Played majong. And i think i finally grasp the skill. I hu-ed two games! haha. And one was when i was talking throughout on the phone with choy. LOL! Not bad huh! Yea, more majong next time. Bridge is getting boring. haha. And we managed to make it home, noone missed their buses. haha. We have learnt from the last time. HAHAHA.
And suddenly my stomach hurts. I hope i didn't eat the wrong thing. Aww, and i am gonna miss band practice tomorrow because of the swollen cheek. I hope i will be fine on mon :)

Suddenly, i have the urge to blog, the urge to have a job. I don't know why. Perhaps the days at home really made me sick of staying home. I need to get out of the house, do something meaningful, to tire myself out, so i can have a good night's sleep. Have been watching dramas, damaging my eyes, staring at the computer. I wished i was schooling although those days were once the most dreadful days. I miss the people. I miss the canteen, although the food sucked. Suddenly, a pang of nostalgia strucked me. When the whole canteen shouted and cheered in unison when we watched the olympics together. I miss the gallery. That day when i saw you there. Memories.

Yes, another extraction. Waited and waited again, just to get my tooth extracted and make payments. Today's extraction was faster than the previous one i guess, but the waiting time was terrible. And the dentist didn't give me any warning. She just said, "open your mouth" and unknowingly i felt a sharp pain. Oh well, that was the first injection. And then two more, with her adding this one might feel hotter and sharper. I was like oh no!
Ok, eveything went alright until now! goddamn it. My gums are really pain. I never had this much pain the previous time. I hope the pain killers take action soon! My god, i feel like crying. Please please please. I don't think i can stand it any longer. I'm going to explode soon. please.

Today was supposed to go east coast park/swimming. But then, sy and ch had to work, which means left yj and i. So, in the end, we stayed at home. Hmmm, treat it as saving money. LOL. So went jogging with xj. Slow jog. Chatted before heading home. Yea, being a maid again. Mon i swept, tues i clean, today i mopped. Unwillingly/willingly. Because this is my house so i did it, but why am i the one who is always doing them. The others won't even bother. wth.
Anyway, luckily our plan didn't go as smoothly, caused it rained, finally. The dried up grass really need some water other then the sunlight. Had a craving for maggie mee just now and ended up eating that for lunch. haha. And i felt quite bad not buying a bookmark for georden caused he asked me to buy him one. But luckily he forgot about it. Phew. Six sense huh six sense. I thought i would see jk and i really saw him. LOL. And he claims that i stalked him. I am not a stalker. HAHA. Another extraction tomorrow. Sigh. Porridge again. And my com died on me just now. It's really about time to get a new lappy huh. My phone too. It just keeps restarting. WARNING: DONT BUY *ONY *RICSSION'S PHONES. they S***!
And SBS should make their bus trips more frequently because the cold wind will freeze people to death, not forgetting what it did to us (mj students) two years ago. We got really drenched while waiting for the goddamn 58 to arrive, and ended up taking the math paper with soaking wet clothes :( And get lost mosquitoes!

HAHA! Look at what they did to my email last night! And 189 wasn't all. After i deleted, more than 30 mails continued to flood hotmail! Haha. All thanks to people tagging and commenting on photos! LOL! What a scammy day yesterday was! First, the bus, then the popeyes, then the e-mail. LOL




Went to macs for a while in the afternoon to meet up friends to study. LOL Eh, i had nothing to study so i used the com and read my book. Haha. Then left for parkway to buy yu sheng. Two different types, before heading down to grandmama house. Lao-ed two times! Haha. So fun it was! Nothing much today. Anyway, here are some photos of yesterday's wonderful events:

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