I've just realised, just realised that i am near dead ends.
i dont know to whether this is good or bad. May be good that i've realise, or it may be bad that i only realised it now. Tests from the first day j2 till are just loads and tonnes of shit. I've been giving excuses for every single thing. I often hear myself saying that i dont know how to do, when i think it is in fact just because i am too lazy, too lazy to even bother taking out the notes and flip through it. Someone tell me how urgent the situation is. Maybe its just me. I just cant accept the fact that i am in j2. No play time, just time to mug. lk wth right?
oh wells, i've been missing my movies. So many of them. countless. this shows how bad my time-management is.
oh crap. and here i am wasting my time typing rubbish which noone would read. simply because everyone is busy mugging! HAHAHA
plus its difficult to access my blog LOL
awwww. good. good.
I MUST START STUDYING!
i must i must i must.
i can do it. yes i can.
i wont sleep, i wont stone.
wth am i doing? typing some pledge?
bonkers.....