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Tuesday, November 06, 2007
8:15 PM
oh man, lazy me. slept till 11 plus today.the pain is really killing me.damn ulcer. suddenly one popped out of nowhere under tongueleft right. my god.and i cant talk. it hurts like hell.how am i going to live through band tomorrow. i will just faint.my god!!and its ruining lots of stuffsi cant eat in peace with that damn ulcer there.hahha and playing solitaire showdown will just make u addicted and high~~ hahafor now, at least.ate at grandma's house. heard her stories. its so pitiful.how i wished i could say something, say something to make her feel happy, at least.how i wish.. how i wish..i do understand. but maybe u just dont think likewise. its always like that. isnt it?saw the toys lying there. those days.how i wish time could turn back. 10 years. or even more.where were those days? it all seemed as though it was a dream.i missed them, truely.its now so quiet, despite the vibrant atmosphere.so sweet, so lovely.i ever loved i have never fathomed now then when everthing was so perfect, in the view of an innocent child.taste the childhood memories.jus as it meltsthere you arejust that nothing remains the same.holding on, and thats what we gotta do'so long since we played. haha.throwing a packet ot pork chop haha.u smiled, so happily.i wish you could be like that always.and forever
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