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Oh no. Already passed 9 feb.
Nevermind. I shall just continue.
Hmm. Today finally had no school!!! **applause
Msg msg msg. Everyone was so nervous.
Then saw the sec one band members.
time really passes so quickly. Just in the twinkling of an eye, four years has passed. turning back, i had really a great time in damai.
Fun, enjoyament, fustration, mugging.. wow...
Today. i mean yesterday.. IS the day where i end my journey in damai. To take a step forward to my next path.
Pinciples talk was just causing us to feel more nervous. Hearts of everyone were palpitating. Palms were turning cold. Lots of figidness amongst us.
"once a damaian, always a damaian"
The atmosphere was tense. 2 got 8 distinctions. CONGRATES!!
Names of fellow pals appeared slowly one by one. Hopes of my name appearing was diminishing. I thought i my name would not appear. Another click meant one less hope. I was really wishing my name would appear soon. And. It actually did happen!! It actually did!! I was totally shocked. Ok. NOt totally. I wanted to get what i had. But still, i was astounded. Dont know why, i felt so so numb. and reliefed. What i could not beleif was my eng and ch. I was totally dumbfounded by it. I really did not expect to get that kind of grades. I really wana thank god!!
Witness many peeps crying with joy. Felt so happy for them. The results were so unbelievable!!
Anyway, i really would like to congrates those who had done well!
Then celebrated xt bdae.
Actually was supposed to watch movie with them but cant due to lesson. But then, it was postponed!!
So i went to east coast.
Had a great meal!! hahaha!!!
I AM SO HAPPY!!! x)
But in the midst of this happiness, i just dont understand the sadness in me. Why is it so? I'm like not totally happy, although i am. Its like sad happy happy sad. Aye. its weird. maybe if all these didnt happen i would be happy. Pure happy. i'm now like a mixture. mixed. anyway, had a great time at east coast. NOt really great la. Took photos.. Walked to and fro. Had a great meal. yea.. Just the cant be expressed feelings.
i really dont know. i'm lost. i just wana throw all these away. FRESH!!
anyway. i wana congrates myself for the excellence performance. LOLs!!! going to indulge myself with great stuffs. but the problem is can i?
so what's the real meaning of life? can anyone define it? well, maybe only u know the answer urself. everyone's life is different, and i believe the viewpoints differ too. cant possibly everyone having the same thoughts about life. right? anyway, since god gave as a chance to live and grow. i strongly feel that we really should give our fullest to it. IF not, we are dissapointing them
Ah.. DAmn tired. got to sleep.
ZzzZZZzzzz

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Ng Ling Mei has seen the world changing for 19 years.
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