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wow.. finally.. finally the three heavy content papers are over. What a relief! So long never blog already. haha. Have been so busy these few days.. So many tests and exams.. And now is the mid of mid year exams. Still another one more week to go. Jia you everyone!! Hmm.. these few days also nothing much happened la. Just normal. Ya.. I fell sick. and i am still sick. Ah.. had flu. yesterday was terrible. i had to do my emath n ss all the way while sniffing all the way. i know this was irritating. sorry guys. haha. had to bear with my sniffing throughout the whole exam. iriitating. I cant breathe properly.. lol. ya.. felt sick and giddy too. lucky today was much better, except that it was very cold. the fan was turning and turning like nobody's business. i was there shivering. lol. so so cold lo.. haiz..
Just now huishan, huiying, xuejuan and i went to the hawker for lunch. Hmm... then ate and chat awhile. Then had to go.. haha. cos someone needed to go home to ejest.. haha.. So tired.. i really feel so sick and tired of exams. How i wish life could be just like when i in sec one. Being so innocent. not knowing anything. how i wish my mind and thoughts were just like when i was in sec one. not bothering so much and thinking so much. y am i thinking so much? i reali dont wana think abt it anymore. i reali dont want. but i just cant help it. haiz. how can i just forget everything and pretend that nothing had ever happen? i reali dont know how. how i wish time had stop then. i just wanted the life that i had last time. life's so different now. its really really different. i dont want and i dont dare to face them. but no matter what, i've got to. i have no other choice. maybe i should do something about it. but i really have no idea on how to.
but i am not going to care anymore. i am going to overcome my obstacle. no matter what happens. i promise.

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Ng Ling Mei has seen the world changing for 19 years.
Wonderful aries that has since seek great independence on 29 March 1990
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