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Sunday, October 14, 2012
Ran-ed
8:10 PM It's funny how I felt like blogging today. It was no longer a habit, since I've put this aside long ago. Being home really feels good. However it's bad in a way. I just don't feel like starting on anything. Most of the time waiting for replies or chit-chatting with mummy. I have 3 mid-terms coming up and one 5 page long review, yet I don't feel a sense of urgency. Things are totally prioritized in a wrong way. Me wanting to pull up my GPA? I think that's not the right way to do it man. I've got to put everything else aside, and FOCUS on my studies! I HAVE TO DO THAT. I CAN DO THAT. LING MEI YOU CAN DO IT. Oh and on a side note, ran 4.5km today. Wheee~ Feels healthier. Because I drank yesterday, Friday, October 12, 2012
Need to keep track of my life
11:15 PM Because one can't remember everything, because memories fade, because sometimes, one can't fathom the reasons behind certain things, i've decided to be back. I've lost track of my life, more than a year, over here. And now, i'm in my forth year in NTU. Gone through ups and downs, sweet and bitterness. The next stepping is around the corner: CAREER. Being in year 4 is really no fun. Although it feels great to be the 'eldest' of the cohort, it's somewhat different from being a sec 4 student. Much more responsibilities and definitely got to be more independent. Blame myself for not being more mature earlier. Had my internship interview on monday, with a second one today. Received good news. Elated! Really wana thank those who had helped me in one way or another. Anyway, there's always certain something bothering. So, not to think might be the best idea. Ignorance is bliss. Tuesday, May 03, 2011
this is crazy
9:33 PM It's less than 4 days to exams, yet what's suppose to be the most important isn't. I'm all stressed up, pissed off and worried by things totally not related to my modules. This is totally disastrous. I've been staying with this person for almost five months. Yet things just gets worse as each day passes by. I think i will go bonkers sooner or later. I need to get out of there soon. Yes i will, since it's gonna be the end of the sem soon. And she keeps making weird sounds. Can't tolerate. DAMN IT MAN SERIOUSLY! People entering SINGAPORE should have a minimum degree of hygiene and IQ. FLUSHING PLASTIC WRAPPERS AND PAPER INTO THE BOWL? HAVE YOU GOT NO COMMON SENSE OR WHAT? Seriously, I totally have no mood to study. HELP. Thursday, February 03, 2011
Happy rabbit new year!
11:06 PM Something, once as a kid, we all await for. Chinese New Year! Where we can finally get to wear new clothes and most importantly collect ang baos! Apparently, i think as we grow older, we dont really get so hyped up and excited over cny. Nevertheless, i still look forward to collecting angbaos! Haha. Visited/met up with almost all my relatives today. SO, that means for the up coming few days, I'm quite freeee? hmmm A cold cny this year. I dont remember having a cny as cold as this year! But's its a good thing! Haha. A cosy long break. Thats what I love! More goooodies more angboas! Thursday, January 20, 2011
Yr 2 sem 2
6:05 PM School's gonna start. Today can be considered the last day of my holidays, before band yet again demand all the time from me. Fri NIE. Sat NTU Sun NIE concert. Don't really look forward to this concert. This holiday is really too short. Too short to enjoy, or to fulfill what I wanted to do. This was partly due to the bad weather =( Gonna start camping in school again. I will miss home. Everything. School food sucks. I'm so sick of school food. Bleah. May this coming sem be a better one! Tuesday, January 04, 2011
2011
11:22 PM When we're young, everything seemed so perfect. Time passes and we're like in a fairytale. In the mist of growing old, we realised the mumbles and grumbles by the oldies. It's so true, that time pass real fast as we grow old. Life may not seem so perfect. Well. I could only reminisce the past. 2010. I could say it's a real adventure/edventure. Went through ups and downs, stress and all. Let's not mention about edventure. I know everyone dreads that :C Ahh. So many things happened and to summerize, it was a real blast. Completed year 2 sem 1 (though results not out yet, i hope all would be fine) with so many dreaded lab sessions (I kinda miss lab) and attending lectures without knowing why had I chosen this path :S But I just have to accept that I'm in this course. Future? Ahhh, we shall see. Had my first concert in VCH and NYaudi. Though I missed Satoshi concert ( very sad that I was sitting as an audience instead of on the stage), I can't regret my decision. Played netball once again and ran in track at the very beginning of the year. Had my first musical too(though I was just a musician) Thanks to hall 1 for all this. For the past 1 1/2 in uni, I made new friends. It was great. And also that special one. Tried travelling to school for almost the past whole sem. It was kinda okay~ Gotta hall again. I guess I would be staying on? Though I know I will miss home and the fooooood! But I guess the stay in hall this time round wouldn't be the same anymore. Anyway, the decision is in my hands! Hohoho. Though a lil late, but still happy 2011. Wishing a blissful year to all (if anyone still reads this?) haha. I just have to be more responsible, stop procrastinating and do my job! Heh. It's so difficult but I HAVE TO DO MY BEST! GOGOGO! I should have fun before school starts! Plans! Pulau ubin! Play squash! kbox(yes, i don't sing. but still) more shopping? Exercise!! East coast! That's all for now? Wednesday, November 03, 2010
Stress sehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
5:55 PM I've sort of abandoned this blog. Not as if i have another blog, just that i've slowly got use to not blogging, or rather, keep things to myself. Don't really like broadcasting. Oh well. But not many frequent my blog, so i guess it's just me and my blog. Anyway. School has really been very stressful. Especially lab. The moment i think of lab, i will have a panic attack. Seriously. I've really taken the wrong path. But perhaps, this would allow me to grow stronger, braver. I think im still the old me. I always leave out the most important things that i need to know. Perhaps it's avoidance. I should learn to be more independent. AND I SHOULD JUST GO AND STUDY NOW |
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